I am Rowena.

Darkest Moments.

2010-02-26T21:21:00.005+08:00

When the head and the heart speaks, there is no peace within.. only suppressed emotions.

This is my struggle.

This is my silence.

A Piece Of My Mind.

2010-02-11T22:36:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i already know the answer. But i just want to ask, then complain because i know what im hoping for will never happen. And i just cant take that for an answer.

Maybe its just me to be grumpy.

Maybe im not complacent enough.

Maybe i dont know what i want.

Maybe im too big of a dreamer.

Or maybe im wrong to hope for the impossible.

Haiyaa.. So many maybe. Which one??!!

:( :( :(

Party Our Way. The Lancome Way.

2010-02-10T16:52:00.004+08:00

Belvedere.

Jeraldine & Nat

The bunch.

Post dancing photo. That was good exercise. Sweat it out!

Met Muthu and Leon @ Phuture.

This is Jeraldine & Leon:)

Jeraldine & Muthu.

Nat doing her thing.

Sorry my face damn chui but i had to share this photo!!

Gotta love sharing the podium with this glittery sex bomb. Was pretty afraid of her/him at first cause she's really tall and big. But after seeing her shake that bootie, hell yeah.. join in!

HAHAHA.

GIRLS JUST LOVE TO HAVE FUN.

@ 4.10am

2010-02-09T04:08:00.002+08:00

Im supposed to wake up for school in less that 2 and a half hours cause the effing exams starts at 8.30am. WTF. 8.30am???? I haven't been able to reach school at 8.30am for almost 99% of my entire freakin poly life. FUCK YOU RP. Why cant you just make it a tad later like 10am or what? FML.

Furthermore there's 2 papers later ( literally ) but im only prepared for one:( So screwed.

Srsly couldn't keep my mind on the revision. I got so distracted with snacks, TV, blogs and online shopping!

Bought 3 dresses in the wee hours just now. Must have been exams stress. Im going bonkers. Impulse purchases!!!!!

Aight i think i should hit the sacks. ( supposed to do that hours ago ) NIGHTS. All the best to meee.

This Is Gonna Sound Totally Ridiculous But..

2010-02-04T11:59:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO LEARN BELLY DANCING LEH.

SAW THIS GIRL ON '' MY SWEET 16 " DOING A BELLY DANCE ON HER BIRTHDAY PARTY SUPER HAWT.

ANYBODY INTERESTED TO ACCOMPANY ME?=X

( warning: this might just be a temporal idea. someone motivate me please! I could really make good use of my jiggling fats! )

I HAVE 2 SISTERS!!!

2010-02-01T16:01:00.002+08:00

Click to enlarge.

Im in love!

The newest member to my extended family to dote and care for me, vice versa.

Nothing beats having someone whom knows you by heart, been a huge part of your life through your teenage ( puberty hahaha ) years and will be there for you till forever.

Officially my big sister, none other than my darling Michelle Wan Noinoi. Okay wrong. Michelle Wan Pei Wen a.k.a Noinoi!:)

1st February 2010

SRSLY.

2010-02-01T15:11:00.002+08:00

I FEEL SAD FOR YOU WHEN YOUR BOYFRIEND HITS ON ME.

Should i rat on him and dash your dreams or keep mum and let you live in his lies?

Dilemma at times like this.

Btw i hate his fake accent.

A Super Impromptu Night Out

2010-01-31T15:33:00.004+08:00

A whole night of Martel, Grey Goose and Belvedere. RnB & trance. LOVES.

Was kind of a last minute thing that i jio-ed Nat to Zouk. Stacy and company were there too so we met them up to party together.

Sweet of Rox to buy me this, knowing i needed it and i lost my lip balm. *giggles*

Oh. Its super good.

On my way to Zouk.. with Nat.

Met Shanker whom i haven't seen in ages. He was one of my old time clubbing buddy=)

Gotta love this party starter.

From left to right: Me, Derrick, Stacy, Nat

The guys: Derrick, Tommy, Irving ( i think that's his name lol )

Weee. Managed to get pretty high that night. Met my bro Kevin together with his clique at Zouk too. Daphne Khoo is so pretty. Much prettier in real life=)

I love nights like this! Keep the party spirit goin!!!!!!!!

Random Update

2010-01-29T14:31:00.003+08:00

Some awesome new gadget in the mum's room!:D

Because GP's TAG Heuer & mum's Rolex ( both new ) are auto, this 'machine' helps rotate the watches in circles to keep the time accurate. It goes on for 3 hours and stops for 9 hours. Somethin like that.. cool eh?

Oh well. You know you're growing older when you get really happy not just by having new clothes, shoes and make up. Its when you feel happy even when you have a new clock on your wall that's really convenient for you to do time checks and a new IKEA lamp by your bedside, in a pretty purple-ish pink shade that matches your light pink wall.

Oh. Did i mention that i got a sample kit of skincare ( Hydra Zen ) from Lancome during training? I've tried it:)

My Honest Review: MAD AWESOMEEE. This range is for hydration. Its really light. Texture's bit sticky after application and layering all those different products but its NOT OILY at all. I use the toner, essence and moisturiser at night. When i wake in the morning, TADAAH. Super moisturised, supple and FIRM skin. I use the toner and lotion in the morning before my make up. It really helps my skin to stay moisturised all day, its NOT oily and it even controls oil! My skin is only bout 10 - 20% as oily as normal days with make up. It really does help my make up to stay on really long:D

Okay then the sad fact is slammed hard right into my face again. Its just a sample kit. IT WILL DEPLETE IN NO TIME. Time to save up for that luxurious skincare:(

Before i go..

MUST WATCH THIS!!! One of RP's final year project. Effing hilarious!

Joke Of The Day

2010-01-28T12:22:00.003+08:00

Me: Urghh. There's a bloody ringing sound in my ear! *hands pressing ears*

Aaron: Quick pick it up lah!

HAHAHA.

Me Likey That Goose. That Grey One.

2010-01-27T14:28:00.006+08:00

Its how we make effort in making a night like this happen despite our tight schedule, that keeps us close at heart.

I went over to Nat's for some baileys OTR & to chillout before vin comes to pick us ladies up in a cab for Zouk!

Imma down all those baileys!!!!!

Our Drug.

I look shitty i know but i decided to have a night w/o faux lashes cause its more comfortable that way. Once i drink, my eyes get teary and my faux lashes will tend to come out:(

Muahaha.

Lesbian Acts.

Not. Im gonna be very defensive by clarifying. Its fake!

A token from Mr Bartender:)

& this is my new super adorable water bottle!

Tell me you like it cause i really do!

What Else There Is To Say?

2010-01-26T23:28:00.003+08:00

Yes i am extremely disappointed.

I don't even want to talk about it with anyone now. Well maybe Bx, but he's at work.

Like srsly, are you kidding me?

Sometimes i really feel that life's a joke but this time its not even funny.

Whatever man.

Those days..

2010-01-26T01:15:00.004+08:00

Just accepted few friend request over at FB.. looked through some of their photos. Most of them are old old friends back in Sec school.

Suddenly realised how everyone have grown and aged after all these while. But what feels so wierd is that we shared a certain part of our life together, holding some mutual memories and bonds when we were young back then.

I have recognised the fact that people do come and go in my life. But what warms the heart is the footprint they left behind.. sometimes its good memories, some times its bad. No matter what, it seems like the fate to meet was already amazing itself. I guess every friendship we encounter is either here as a blessing or to teach us a lesson in life.

Hmm..

On a lighter note, i've just received another message to my inbox in FB that goes something like.. '' i always see you around at Phuture:) ". Am i that recognizable? I srsly dont think so. It seems like these guys always use the same excuse. Buncha liars!

What's Going On??

2010-01-20T23:25:00.006+08:00

Have been REALLY busy. School, project, work, school, project, work, school ... And needless to say, tired. ( it comes in a package. )

MY PICASA'S CORRUPTED. When i transfer the photos into my laptop, 80% of my pictures in Picasa are repetitive picture of Nat with her '' I have AIDS " tag from Alf's party. WTF!!

Oh. Update people. If you dont already know, im working under a home fragrance brand currently, as a boring promoter. Yes. But Im attending my training lessons now, will be switching jobs in Febuary. Can't wait! Its such a coincidence that i went through the same recruit agency as Nat, got the same consultant from the agency and i even got in the same brand as her! Yes.. its Lancome:) I dont think i can contain my excitement so.. YEAY!=D Mad awesome. At least i have Nat to show me the ropes once i officially start working.

Overdued pictures from Alf's birthday party. Okay its us without the birthday boy. Lol.

Nat's tag says: I have AIDS.

Vin's tag says: McLovin

Mine says: Horny Bitch

Damn suay to pick this outta all the tags! Funny though.

Vin acting drunk. THANK GOODNESS HE WASN'T. Like for the first time.

After my interview for Lancome.. Shopping with mum!

Met Nat for wee bit of shopping plus dinner.

Me likey such girly dates.

Ugly candid shot of me on the phone with Bx. Go ahead and laugh!

Baileys went for grooming. New haircut:)

To clarify, Baileys is pretty big. Just that i like to take photos from angles that makes him look smaller and more adorable. haha!

That's all. Training on tomorrow. Nights Folks.

HAHAHA.

2010-01-15T15:53:00.002+08:00

I was complaining to Vin about my 烂桃花 and this was his piece of advice..

Vin:

u shud really diss them with like
sorry u don't turn me on at all
i'll let u know where my off button is... OH wait u already pushed it
=)

hahaha. awesomeeeeee. me like that attitude.

Just For Laughs.

2010-01-14T10:23:00.002+08:00

A bit small but yah.. click for bigger pic.

This fb conversation with the zouk bartender seriously tickled me!

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Mitch: yeah. i wanna camwhore again. fun! but this time.. i wanna camwhore at.. BKK!! hurhur. Mum gave the green light. Let's plan! hopefully it can work out!!

2010 Resolutions

2010-01-07T18:32:00.003+08:00

Gave some thought into these NYR.

1. Cab lesser. ( currently cabbing everyday. if not, every alternate day )

2. Stick to my current day job for at least half a year. Sick of looking for day jobs. Why does it seems like the nightlife forever has so many vancancies for me and the day job has so little? ROAR.

3. Pick up roller blading.

4. Attend dance classes.

5. Edited- To not CUT my hair for one year. I really want my hair thick and long. My hair is layered and short now. Like chao ah lian. Noooooo. Dont wanna do extensions so waiting is my only option:(

6. It would be good if i can shed some weight. That's IF. Cause i've never really lost significant weight. I just keep gaining em throughout my teenage. Yes.. laugh.

7. Lastly, spend lesser on clubbing. Needless for elaboration, nuff said.

That's all i can think of now. Hur.

Met my darlings. Finally!

Me & Darling Noi.

Rox and Aimee darling.

I love this photo. Thinks she looks very adorable!

Cranky Sister.

Her tilted body looks like she's possessed.

Monkey see, monkey do, aimee do.

Noinoi do.

Rox do.

I do.

( who wants to marry me? I just said I do hello!! Somebody?? )

Rox showing off her gel nails.

Nice.

That's All Folks. XOXO

ALL THE BEST ROWENA!

2010-01-05T01:56:00.001+08:00

Take good care on your first day at work, dont be late and i wish you get a hang of it really fast!

Loves,

Yourself.

Hello twenty ten.

2010-01-04T14:58:00.003+08:00

New year, new start.

Im determined to take a break from working in the nightlife for awhile. Thus im gonna take up a part time day job. Am so busy with lessons, tests and FYP. On off days like tuesdays & weekends, i should pretty much be working. With me working in the day Bx working in the night, it leaves us with almost no time for each other. Sad. And comparing my day job's pay to my nightlife? I feel pathetic. But what to do.. for the health, skin and mum im gonna make this change right at the start of 2010=)

Im trying to convince myself to cut down on the clubbing. Its an expensive hobby. For the last half of the year in 2009, i have spent more than a thousand on clubbing. Pubbing and such not included. I could have bought many bags, shoes and clothes with that thousand. I aim to re-allocate my financial resources to doll up myself more.

Cant wait for this last semester to end, prob in feb:)

Have not been spending much time with friends. Sometimes its really hard to find time cause of my hectic schedule.. and when i have that rare day of freedom, i want to rest.

Once i familiarise with work and wrap up my FYP, i'll start catching up with various bunch of people. Hopefully i would have saved up enough to go makan, shopping and maybe a night or two of partying to de-stress.

Alrighty. Gotta skim through my notes for the UT at 4.15pm. Laters! *winks*

Im back with a picture roll.

2009-12-27T23:57:00.011+08:00

Pai seh for the dissapearance.

There has been a lot happening in my life lately.. pretty eventful but honestly, tiring.

* forced smile *

Okay.. summary of events in photos form..

Stuff i cooked:)

Cheese stuffed pasta shells with beef.

Dinner with Rox. Out to buy GP's birthday gift.

GP's birthday.
Okay look at baileys. His expression looks different in every photo.
FUNNY!!

Tilted head. Signature expression!! Me likey.

HAHAHA. nua~

Bx's Birthday.

XLB buffet @ Holland V

Katt & Peiqi

Blame my shaky hands. Blur picture of my darling Noi.

Swensens after dinner:)

Phuture with Nat.

Bumped into Alan as usual. Lol

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Zoukout 09

With vin..

With Nat & bearbear:)

Loves.

M.O.F with Bx @ AMK Hub

Some red bean mochi thing. Way too sweet for my liking. Eek.

Effing awesome caramel frappe. Can fight with starbucks! Soo good.

Tired look after school.

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Baileys after his vaccination & blood test for heartworms, which was negative:)

His lil bandage.

Poor thing!
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FREAKIN AWESOME '' mi zhi ji " ( honey coated chicken ) @ vivo basement's foodcourt.

Me. me. me.

Xmas tree @ vivo. Prettay.

Out to catch New Moon with Bx.

Hope this post makes up a bit for my dissapearance:) XOXO.

Oopsie.

2009-12-22T22:48:00.002+08:00

Okay. So i've been blog hopping religiously and when people dont update for some time im like.. '' wth! boring & lazy! " and then i just realised i havent had a decent '' ABOUT ME / SHOUTS ME! " post for a very long time. Guilty.

Will BRB with one for those who loves me, cares about me and those who just want some entertainment.

TTYL.

Broken Silence

2009-12-10T01:13:00.002+08:00

So now everyone talked. All that could have been said was said, almost all that could have been done was done. I guess its a good thing we all laid the facts on the table although it might mean implicating more trust issues between you and him. But facts are facts, it cant be hidden for long. Good that its out and clear.

Thank you everyone for speaking up. All in all, everyone makes mistakes. You do, I do, everybody does. Its not too big an issue to me now that i see and hear from all perspectives.

Its gonna be pointless picking on all those small mistakes we all made so yeah. Maybe everyone should just hope for the best and pray things will turn out the way we want to.

Time to speak up.

2009-12-09T12:11:00.003+08:00

[ Zouk? I know exactly. Exactly because the other didn’t call me that I’m thinking “wtf?”. Exactly because she thought it’ll be weird even just asking me that I’m thinking “wtf?”. ]
Obviously i felt wierd. Why would i even wanna club with you when i know you STILL think that i cheated on you with your boyfriend even after clarifying things through sms the other time. Because i did not, and i've explained and apologised for my inappropriate acts. I was thinking the air was cleared but no. You STILL think that im in the wrong. It doesn't make sense for me to even have the desire to party with you when i know you've been talking behind my back to him, saying i was in the wrong at the very first place even until now.

[ Did she understand how it feels like to see the scene with your own 2 eyes, though knowing that nothing was happening between them? Simply, no. Because why? Even after saying sorry, exchanging apologies and me knowing my mistake, she could still feel weird when I thought everything was fine, or at least the way she made it sound fine. ]
Stop jumping to conclusions. I fuckin understood how you feel. When i apologised, i meant it. When i say its okay, i meant it. I was already okay with everything. But then i was unhappy again because.. okay back to the above point. I knew you still think that im in the wrong and you've been talking about me behind my back with ya bf. I know its between the both of you but the fact that you've been finger pointing at what i've done that you felt was inappropriate, even after the fact that you acted like everything was fine?? Pretty 2 faced. I was obviously annoyed when i heard of what you've been saying.

[ And even after knowing that I had issues with the idiot over her, she could confide in him instead of me. Instead of saying to me directly, she’d rather find him. Instead of backing off, she got closer. Which says alot about the friendship, that I definitely meant less than that idiot to her. A true friend would have kept a distance and sort it out straight with the source. Most importantly, a true friend wouldn’t let it go just because she was disappointed. You didn’t, the other did. Which already in itself, says alot. ]
Hello. Get your facts right. I wasn't the one contacting your bf. HE was the one approaching me to help clear the air between you guys. After that, HE was the one updating me about the happenings and progress between you guys because WE as friends, were concerned. Since when YOU as a friend updated me on what has been happening in your life. Even when you guys broke up, you didnt even tell me. I had to hear it from HIM. WE were the only ones he could turn to. So i dont see why I should stay away from him because he needed our advise when he's going through a rough patch in his life. And why we didnt offer you advise? Simple. Because he turned to us everytime something happens and he shared his problems with us without us even having the need to probe. You didnt. It was hard for me to approach you because I was the sensitive issue between you and your guy. So now you're blaming me for getting closer with him? Puh-lease. He's not just YOUR bf. He's also a very close friend ours. I had to be there when he needed us. We could have been there for you too. But you didn't open up to us.

[ And regarding vicious bitches attacking with baseless assumptions, you guys already did over the phone. Did you hear my side of the story? Or just the idiot’s? Did anyone even ask? ]
Why should we ask?? okay. Yes we didn't ask. but then why didn't you bother to tell us? We didn't ask him too. He told us on his own accord. You didn't. We treated both of you the same.

[ I am not going to sort it out with the other one, because to me, she could let it go so easily, why should I try so hard to make her stay? After everything, she could still ask the idiot to go for zoukout. What does that say for the respect the other has for me? And what does that say about wanting to mend the friendship? Nothing. ]
Then again, get your facts right before speaking up. Yes i asked him for Zoukout. But what makes you think i did not wanna invite you. See? you making baseless assumption again. In case you didnt know, I was the one that brought up to Nat that you'll be unhappy if we didn't ask you along for Zouk but obvoiously the conclusion was not to ask you because i felt uncomfortable clubbing with someone who thinks i've betrayed her. AND, I was the one bringing it up to Nat last night if we should invite you to Zoukout. Decided not to cause obviously we're not on the best terms now and the air isn't cleared. I was the one taking your feelings into consideration during all those talk. So what makes you think i have no respect for you and i dont give a fuck about our friendship? Stop talking like you know how i think about you.

[ At least someone is finally speaking up. It shows that I mean something for you to get angry at, it shows that you’re angered, and most importantly it shows that you have the fucking balls to be alittle more straight forward than the other 2. ]
You want balls. I give you balls. Is all these straighforward enough? If its not, then let me get this straight to you. I was and am still pissed not because of the fact that you were jealous over me. I am not that petty. I am pissed because you have been bitching about me behind my back even after me clarifying things with you. I know this should have been between you and your guy but its just too bad that i've gotten know about it. I do not appreciate you asking your guy to '' GO FUCK ROWENA " and using me to spite him over and over again after the whole incident . Yes what he did with me made you angry. But if you respected me as your friend, you wouldn't have said that. PLUS, after everything you still kept harping that i was in the wrong in the first place when he tried to clear things up between you and me. So it seems like you haven't really forgave me and you acted like you did and all's well.

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I hope this gives you a clear idea of what's on my mind. If it helps to clear the misunderstanding or whatsoever you call it, good. If not, i have nothing much to say.

Btw, your bf is not an idiot. He's one of the most forgiving guys out there, just like mine. You might wanna reconsider verbally abusing him. Well, this is just my opinion and advise. You can choose to ignore it.

Holding it back.

2009-12-09T00:02:00.003+08:00

Many know the power of words. Good for them.

But i think its better for me to know the power of silence.

And for me to keep quiet right now doesn't mean that i dont care. It means im taking a step back, re-evaluating my options.

I will speak, only if i think its the right time.. and right now im not really sure if it is. We're not 8. Bitch fights, back stabbing, finger pointing and war of words/blogs not appreciated. If we all can talk with a clear head, open mind, neutral stand and no one on the verge of an emotional breakdown, we shall. If not, it'll all result in a fruitless argument/debate.

Taking a breather might just be the best thing to do, when you dont know what to do.

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Bf: Haha. yah..but she's not the ' chanel ' girl. Different one! LOL

Dear Diary

2009-12-07T11:33:00.003+08:00

People come and go in our lives. Especially mine.

I overheard Rox talking to her friend over the phone, saying: " My sister ah.. always have ' temporary ' friends that come and go in her life. "

And yes, its true. Not that im proud of it, but its a fact that i've always opened up myself to people around me to a large extent. I trust people easily. And not many people can keep that trust in the friendship/relationship, so i choose to cut off ties and lose them.

I've just deleted a whole chunk of words that i have typed down.

Long story short, friends do dissappoint. Im not talking about any particular ONE over here, but the many that i've met.. i could name so many, but it'll never end here. The list will definitely go on, so does life.
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HAHAHAHA. My classmate just said '' Customers can use WIFI on their blueberry.. "

SHE MEANT BLACKBERRY!! ROFL!!!

Its here.

2009-12-04T00:45:00.003+08:00

No. Not Zoukout. Not Christmas.

ITS THE TIME OF THE MONTH.

And the cramp is like !#%^&*. I've NEVER had such bad cramps in my life until the last time. And now, its coming back! I was hoping it to be a one off thingy but NO. Its haunting me again!! If everytime IT comes its gonna hurt me like F*CK then my life will be sooo miserable!!

ITS GETTING ME AGAIN OH HELL IT FEELS LIKE SOMEONE IS DRILLING MY STOMACHE ITS SO PAIN

Is there a remedy out there?? or painkiller?? suggestions anyone?? advice?? panadols? EPO?? There must be something!! I want it to be relieved fast:(

Goodbye HTC diamond. Hello sony ericsson Yari.

2009-11-30T12:06:00.003+08:00

Lost my phone at work on Saturday night/ Sunday morning.

I dont even wanna talk about how remorseful i am.

Using a temporary number now until Tuesday morning before im contactable at my old number. For now, its 9328 0596.

Anyway its Bx's birthday today. Crystal Jade later. HERE I COME XLB!!!!!!!!

What's wrong with me??

2009-11-25T20:53:00.002+08:00

While conversing via msn, i actually had to back space after accidentally typing '' phuture '' for '' future ''. hahaha. wtf is wrong with me??

And the music channel on TV is playing Wang Lee Hom singing:

'' What's wrong with me.. Wro-o-ong with me.. ''

What perfect timing.

Rowena's 19th Birthday

2009-11-25T16:00:00.006+08:00

Thank you every single sweet pie who wished me happy birthday:) Wondered how i celebrated my birthday? Let me share my big day with you! I had a family dinner with my daddy, mummy, rox, andy and bx. A yummy dim sum affair on the actual birthday.

Checked into a hotel room i booked the following day with bx. My bitches ( vin, eneida & nat ) came over to the hotel room at night to booze, eat & do girly stuff like make up and curling our hair! Loves loves. Headed over to Zouk for some good party.. it was a pity Zouk was way too packed for us to enjoy dancing to Benny Benassi so we hopped over to Phuture and spent the most of our night there. Benny Benassi was badass though. Awesome!!

Here's pictures of my gifts from all them sweethearts.

From vineida ( new name for the couple ), princess Nat & sunjay the wolverine..

A prettay pink mini ' jewellery ' box.

I was seriously really really touched when i received these because they actually bought what i like & they were spot on!! You dont get friends like that often, who knows you inside out. Stuff like double eye lid tape for my uneven eye lid days ( haha ), lip glosses, nail polish, blusher, faux lashes, bangles and that particular sweet that brought back MUCH memories of the SOHO days because it was my favourite sweet back then.

caged heels!

a basic tank suitable for everyday wear & more stuff to cater to my fetish. haha. Yes.. and those are hairbands & pretty lingerie. hurhur. I seriously think lingerie is an extremely important aspect in a girl's wardrobe. Don't agree? Ask men! HAHA.

& this is from the dear brothers.

Ferragamo key ring. Its so elegant.. I likey likey.

And my gift from my the sweetest boyfriend..

Really wasn't expecting this.. i love surprises! Plus its so pretty.

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I was forced into packing & organising my hair accessories last night. And i thought i was pretty stunned by my the number of hair/head bands i have. Not THAT many but I am still pretty happy bout the fact that i have more than the average girls. To be happy or guilty about it?? Its an addiction i cant stop..=x

alright.. lets start with the headbands..

Next are the broad hairbands and the thin hairbands..

Lastly all those fancy ribbon & flower hairbands!

*guilty grin*

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Lunched @ a hong kong cafe in Orchard Central. The experience was interesting i must say. The flat screen TV playing chinese pop song got me singing along the whole time, like a KTV session. And take a look at how they present their drinks. This is ' yuen yang' ( ya know coffee & tea ).

There's dry ice in the middle to keep it cold.

The smoke flowing out looks like a mini waterfall. Cute!!

The glasses are like.. shot glasses?? Cept its tilted. Interesting huh?

Bx is still fascinated though it aint his first time there.

Food was yumm.

I used rox's luggage. so cute eh.

while waiting for check in..

Annoyed of waiting..

Reading butter's mag.

Finally get to dress down and nua in bed! Shiok!

Bx nua-ing too.

Room Service! Tucking in~

Okay this is me before hair and blusher.. ( scary i know )

TADAAH! I know i look super blood shot especially my eyes. Its not make up la please..

Its the booze-.-

( Ignore the curls cause it was just done & still very tight.. not yet loosen em up )

See.. curls just done! Like finally.

Helped E curled her hair for her very first time. Not obvious in pic but pretty in real life! Cept the curls didn stay up as long as mine.. i think cause she skipped the hair protectant step before curling. Damn, hair protectant is SO important. Not only it protects the hair from getting ' fried and crispy ', it helps hold the curls in really well.

I brought lollipop along for em. Just realised it comes in REALLY handy when taking shots or whatever strong drinks. Helps kill the after taste!:D

Friends:)

Candy kisses. Literally!

Our favourite Jagerbomb.

Hot or what!

Heart Lollipops!

Dancing~

Vin

Nat lookin good.

Nat with teddy bear!

Me with teddy bear, my saviour.

Lookin lost. No, actually he was tipsy.

Girlfriends=)

( hurhur love curly hair! )

Kissed by Nat. And i actually didnt clean the lipstick mark off till i got back to the hotel???!!! HAHA.

Its a bear thing.

Vin acting cute despite being tipsy. Winner!!

This is should be her song:

Baby where did ya get ya body from?

I got it from my mama~ I got it from my mama~

Doing his thing~ shuffle shuffle shuffling.

Doing her thing. Shake shake shake that thing!

Our attempt at the usual puppy eyes.
Eneida looks shocked.

I look sad.

LOL.

With teddy bear junior!!

E annoyed at vin getting drunk for the Nth time.

I really enjoyed the companion of these peeps and not forgetting my beloved bf.

Signing off,

Rowena the offically 19!

Hey Shawty Its Your Birthday, We Gonna Party Like Its Your Birthday!!

2009-11-20T14:47:00.002+08:00

Went bit cranky last night. Started curling my hair at 2ish 3am. Played with make up till 5am before i hit the sacks.

Boy, must have been the birthday mood. So i've decided on a birthday look for tomorrow!=D

Bought a birthday dress for party tomorrow. Its real cutesy. Got it altered to fit better cause it was bit big. Collecting it later! Cant wait.

Daddy was the sweetest thing. He sent me an audio file through sms or whatever you call it. Recorded was a birthday song sang by him, in the merry xmas melody. HAHA. Creative much! This is my awesome daddy=D

Bx have been sooooo nice, accompanying me to scout for rox's pressie and my birthday dress for the past few days. That's my lover boy. hurhur.

Except for the interview for some school activity before check in tomorrow, it'll be a R&R day for me. I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT.

Happy Birthday to Me & Rox!=)

BIRTHDAY PLANS.

2009-11-16T00:12:00.004+08:00

Ya'll know the pitbull song that goes..

'' Forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room ( oh eneida you can bring yours) , you can bring your girlfriends and meet me at the hotel room.
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We at the hotel, motel, holiday inn. ( okay its not holiday inn, but i think its somewhere in the vicinity )

She like that freaky stuff, 2 in the oh! and 1 in the ah!, that kinky stuff, you nasty, but I like your type and like TI its whatever you like. Bring your girls its whatever tonight, your man just left, i'm the plumber tonight, i'll check your pipes, oh, you the healthy type. Well, here goes some egg whites. Now gimme that sweet, that nasty that gushy stuff, let me tell you what we gon do. 2, plus 2, i'm gon undress you. Then we're gonna go 3 and 3 you gon' undress me. Then we're gon' go 4 and 4, we gon' freak some more
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after party in the hotel lobby,then we off to the room like vroom! put them fingers in your mouth uh open up your blouse and pull that g-string ( this is totally my song! HA. ok inside joke! ) down south oooo! OK shawty, 1's a company, 2's a crowd, and 3's a party. your girl ain't with it, I got somebody, and by nature she's naughty. Now gimme that sweet, that nasty, that gushy stuff. let me tell you what we gon do, 2, plus 2, i'm gon undress you. Then we gonna go 3 and 3, you gon undress me. Then we gonna go 4 and 4, we gon freak some more! ''

:) Now you get the idea?

Ps. I need a birthday dress. I want that 'shiny shiny' one!

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E: You both are evil! You're lucky you didn't go without me if not you will literally DIEEE too. HAHAHA.

Im gonna sleep earlier tonight!!

2009-11-13T00:33:00.004+08:00

This was the beginning.. & almost the end of that fateful night.

( Isn't difficult to tell that i was high even before getting into the club right. )

E looks pretty faced in the pic above!

Evidence of drunkardness.

Bought 3 pair of shoes in 15mins. Beat that. Though they weren't too pricey, i think its really impulse buys??

Added 2 more hairbands to my collection too. I just couldnt resist myself:( One chio pink and one grey one:) eyeing on more ribbon clips!

I need to get my ass down to WORK. I cannot afford to bum around while i keep shopping & partying anymore! SIGH.

BOO.

2009-11-11T10:43:00.003+08:00

Im too lazy to load the pictures up here so check out the recent photos over @ my FB instead.

Just when i wanted to stay away from clubbing for a good few weeks after my post nightmare trauma, Benny Bennasi just had to spin next Sat. AND IT JUST HAD TO BE AT ZOUK. hmph. Furthermore, the birthday's next friday, giving me more reasons to be there with the usual clique including my drunken twin, E. . HAHAHA ( inside joke).

why why why why why. :( I wanted to stay low for awhile until.. nobody remembers me. ( if you know what happened you'll understand. not gonna share the story here )

Already missed tiesto last week ( vin had to spoil my day after work by telling me only after!! ).

Working on birthday plans. Seriously, i've not been working much. So planning with a tight budget is such a bitch!

I HATE MYSELF

2009-11-08T22:56:00.002+08:00

Screwed up big time.

I thought i have changed but once again i have proved myself wrong. Words cannot describe how im feeling right now.

My new name is FUCKED UP.

BLEAH

2009-11-03T00:03:00.002+08:00

Busy busy busy. The ONLY day i get to rest in the week is Sunday. So that day is reserved for CRAZY loads of beauty sleep, to make up for all the pathetic 4-6 hours of sleep i get for each and every other nights.

This week is gonna be a whole chain of tests. Tomorrow is field trip for FYP. Weekends is either work or clubbing. I am, tired.

I have hell loads of photos waiting to be uploaded. But time is not forgiving. Ya'll just hafta wait!! ( Sry vin, im gonna take awhile! ) Sunjay's birthday, clubbing photos, halloween photos.. GAAAH. Suddenly uploading of photos is such a bitch.

But i hafta say.. HALLOWEEN WAS FUCKING FUN!! Bid our farewell to SOHO by having our last dance ( even on the bar top. hurhur ). The only turn off was that Rox's new shoes that i wore on that night had to give way-.- Guess it was left untouched for bout a year or more that's why the glue spoilt or somethin? I had to taking a effing cab from clarke quay to pasir ris to change a pair of shoes, then back to clarke quay. Couldn't bear to miss the party!! MY CAB FARE WAS 55BUCKS. I am fuckin suay. FUCKK. It was Phuture after at 2ish and boy, it was another party:) yeay yeay and yeay.

I miss SOHO though.. really do:( Not the shit we got in the past, but the bonds we shared as we got fucked as a team for every slightest redundant or non-existant matter. Sounds pathetic but.. yes!! its true!! It really does pull people closer when you share all the stress and emotions. To all who doesn't know, SOHO a.k.a Social House is no longer existant. There has been a change over of management, meaning a new club will be opened. Canto Thai concept, which in my opinion might just be another trashy place to be? We'll see.

**I want that burberry tote.
**I want a new blusher in a lighter shade
**I want that red laced triumph bra. ( Edited--> BOUGHT!!!! heheheh ) I heart triumph. really.

Just when i started drawing out my shopping list, I SUDDENLY REMEMBER MY BOYFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY IS ALSO THIS MONTH. hello. I need to save money!!! :( meaning less clubbing sessions and more work. But im starting to resist work cause i hate the entertaining part. And i just feel like shopping all day plus clubbing at night whenever i have time. KILL ME.

Alright. I am sad. I've spent going a hundred on solely cab fare from last week till today. I HATE MYSELF!!!!!! I really do:(

The Enthusiasm Builds Up

2009-10-28T12:06:00.003+08:00

Lotsa pictures accumluated but im too distracted to upload cause im really excited bout only 1 thing, HALLOWEEN!!

Decided on my outfit already! Went ' costume ' shopping yesterday with Nat. Gosh, costumes are damn expensive! But i kinda got the outfit settled. At least i bought the essentials that will give my look the BOOMZ. Yeay.

So.. so... guess! What am i gonna dress up as? heheheh.

Clue: Something very cliche, kinky but oh well. its one of the easiest to pull off. Plus, it really shouts ME!

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OYA: Okay. good boy. HAHA. Mitch jioing for next beach session alrdy.. yeay!! hopefully next week?

Hilarious!

2009-10-26T23:49:00.003+08:00

Really mean but funny. Must watch if you have not!

Laughed my ass out when Bx showed me the vids.

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OYA: Sorry la. It was a last minute thing. See so small group. We will count you in the next trip!You'd better make it!

Katherine: I only apply make up but i've been using the same eye liner for ages. The rash broke out just overnight. Maybe it was the Fancl eye cream sample i used the night before!! Did you apply anything on your eye too my dear?

I think aloe vera helped it subside a bit but its still here & red. Boo. Poor us:(

I LOVE PARTY NIGHTS!

2009-10-26T10:13:00.002+08:00

It was 3 new numbers & a new friend on Friday @ Phuture.

A whole load of fun over drinking games on Saturday @ Sunjay's party:) Will load the pictures up when im free.

Didnt manage to meet up with the Philipino friend over weekends as intended. Didnt attend his gigg too. Damn i feel so guilty. Hope to see him when he's back in SG?

Oh. And its here.. its here!! Halloween's round the corner!! Should i dress up?? The brother thinks i should cause im still young. Is that a good enough reason? Haha. What should i dress up as? Im so clueless.

Had a good dinner last night @ Bx's grandma's 80th birthday. She's a lovely lady. I dont think she knows im only 19 cause she's been teasing Bx to marry me? HAHAHAHA. Woohoo. His ah ma likes me!:D

I have rashes on my left eyelid. Bx claims its not a rash but its like a rough patch, red & itchy now! Boohoo.

& i cant stop shopping.

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werdna: Are you Yong An?? HAHAHA. Had a hard time figuring that out!

Sun, sand & water.

2009-10-21T15:32:00.002+08:00

On our way..

Lookin pale.

Just recovered from the worst cramps of my life ( i mean it. ) that lasted 2 effing days.

With Noi:)

@ wavehouse

Jeff.

And i ran a fever while soaking the pool. 38.5 degree.

Stupid enough to go tan and soak after just after recovering!

I want to tan again. Didn't stay for long cause of my fever:( Barely touched the volleyball too!

I should be sleeping, its 3am.

2009-10-16T01:26:00.008+08:00

So school has been pretty draining. I really feel the need to go party like a rockstar over a weekend!! A short getaway would be good too.. not sure if Noi & bunch are free though:(

The ex-colleague Edward jio-ed me for Zoukout this year. Im not sure if i should, but im quite tempted cause AVB is spinning!! Gosh, its like highlight of the event??!! How awesome. But i dont like the whole idea that its outdoors. Last year was... warm. As in literally warm and humid and all.. All those pespiration..eek! I would really be in my heels, get intoxicated and dancing in an air conditioned indoors where the toilet is clean and accessible. I was thinking with the cover charge, i can get few drinks at other clubs! Then again, its an annual event. HOW YOU TELL ME. Eneida, wanna go?? hahaha.

Yeay. i bought some clothes. I have too little clothes!! Boo. Its really shiok to shop:D Retail therapy works!

Switched to mum's spare phone, the HTC Touch Diamond. Cause all the other phones at home sucks! Bx got the landyard for me from the F1 thingy. Sweet much.

Alrighty so here's my boring long straight, flat hair. I SNIPPED EM OFF! quite alot. I cant believe i actually did that! Now i've MUCH shorter hair, layers and some waves to it. Yes, i permed it. Thought it'll be good for a lil change? Im really bored of my flat hair.. though i miss feelin the strands down my waist cause it was so long:(

BEFORE

AFTER

Not sure why this lighting makes me look ultra fair and i look like im wearing brown contacts! coolio. Anyways, this is after styling. Im still trying to grasp the technique of stylin cause its my virgin perm and the curls aint holdin up as well. Not sure if its caused i washed my hair within 24hours from the perm! Didnt know i wasnt supposed to. Anyways, its just barely wavy when the hair is wet and slightly more wavy when its dry. Idk why?? The waves only come out prominent with stylin products and the right stylin technique which i am no where close. I guess more practice would help:)

Proceeded to Shokudo with rox, andy & bx @ bugis after doin my hair.

This lychee drink is awesome! Tastes like lychee martini without the vodka. haha. Okay meaning its really lychee juice & lychee syrup. Lychee sorbet inside too!

So i had 1/2 hour before my turn to do my hair at the salon and we went went look see look see around the old shopping complex. And guess what, i bought a dior sunglass within that half an hour!! Super happy. Heh. Have been scouting for sunglasses for a damn long time. Very little shades would fit my round round very round face. The other one i like was something similiar, but Gucci. Bx said he thinks this one is better than the other, so i was really tempted.

I tried my luck with the mum & asked if she would like to 'subsidise' some for my birthday pressie( which is a month away ) & she was damn generous in agreeing to buy it for me!! Crazy happy my heart beat raced, my face literally flushed. haha. Yeay. Since i dont have to fork out money for this, i shall treat the family to my birthday dinner:D

The hard case. Chio eh?:D

I really like tortoise shell designs. This piece has a greenish tint to it.

This is love.

Time to crash. Tomorrow's gonna be another extremely long day. The day starts with school at 9.45am and ends with work at only 4am. Big Sigh!

Love Being Nerd.

2009-10-15T02:55:00.001+08:00

I am ultra hardworking. Just attempted worksheet for lessons tomorrow after reading through the references.

Although there's 2 questions i dont know how to do, you cannot deny that I AM HARDWORKING. I am proud of my bloody effort.

Decent post coming up.

Bad Hair Days

2009-10-13T03:48:00.005+08:00

Really supposed to sleep right now but Bx is still playing Dota or somethin with the brother. Aren't stay overs supposed to be fun? WHY AM I LEFT ALONE, abandoned for online games? GUYS. * rolls eyes * Maybe i should turn in first yeah.

Anyways, Im just about to do somethin to my hair in bout 11 hours? Im excited... yet very afraid. Will bad hair days be just gone for me or, THE WORST HAVE YET TO COME?? I dont wanna spend money ruining my hair eh. HMM. We'll see.

( yipee, rox will be doing her hair too. Its a together thing. I cant be more glad someone's going through those hours with me. Hearts! )

Caught The Ugly Truth with the dearest brother Kevin @ Yishun after fyp meeting. Was kinda wierd watching a hilarious film with lotsa sexual references with your brother??? haha. But we're all adults and cool, so that makes us AWESOME!! Can you believe it. In my whole freakin 19 years of life, i have never caught a movie with just my brother alone. This evening was the first time and it felt really, pretty, erm.. the word is still.. AWESOME? heh. I like it when we feel more like friends..we talk about booze, talk about relationships, talk about clubbing? Spell A-W-E-S-O-M-E. heheh. Plus we met rox & Bx for Ktv @ Katong after movie too! Shiokalulu~ Imma happy girl for now.

Okay i should go sleep.

Busy Bee.

2009-10-12T14:47:00.002+08:00

You know im exhausted when i dont have time to blog.

Anyway, FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

I came home last night after the Meatball movie ( which was awesome funny & cute ) with Bx to see the mum blow drying Baileys after his shower. She asked me over to help her hold him still so she can dry his face. And when i was hugging him, the mum brought the fuckin blow dryer too near to my hair and my hair got sucked into the back of the blow dryer AGAIN. CB!! Its the 3rd time. And this time, its a whole prob 10 over strands stucked inside?? AND I HAD TO FUCKIN CUT IT. Like going 10cm??? Worst ever!

If you know me, i cry when i get 2cm snipped off at the hairdresser's. I couldn't help but go crazy!!! A whole bunch you know!! FUCKKKK. I hate my hair now!! Like, HATE! Sigh.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Back to the Phuture.

2009-10-04T02:58:00.009+08:00

Backtrack to Wednesday.

It was Phuture again!! Are you already bored of hearing my same old clubbing nonsense? I guess you are. Hmm..but its the last chance i had to party before school starts! Sigh sigh sigh.. I will miss you my dear ladies night @ Phuture!!

So here's some pics from that night:

E bought falsies ( I BET ITS UNDER MY INFLUENCE MUAHAHA ) so Nat helped her with her make up. Looks good eh?

E can still say she doesn't see much of a difference with make up on and not. Is she blind?? Look at her eyes!! ( oh that photo is epic. haha! )

So me & nat bought E a flaming lambo as part of her birthday gift. Honestly speaking, i hate the lambos at Phuture. Sucks! Heard its the kinda milk they use.. not as sweet. The awesome red thing is E33 with syrup! I've never had it with syrup.. Good intro by Nat!

We just had to order jagerbombs even before we finish our drinks.

Jeremy.
HAHAHAHA. ( taken by E, who has a thing for smiley bartenders?? lol )

So this is me & E babe.

She either has a screw loose or she's high on lambo. Evidence below.

hahahaha. effing funny expression!!

bonkers.

zombified. ( too much L4D )

Zipper mouth?

Gracefully retarded. LMAO

Oh, here she is. Back to 3 yrs old. HAHAHA. i think she's hilarious!

Me & Nat.

And lastly,

I realised even having our favourite neighbourhood char kuay tiao & fried carrot cake with you can be an awesome thing:) Nothing expensive, nothing romantic, nothing out of the blue. You make such little moments in life feel so good. Muah!

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Noinoi: yes i know im such terror! I had chips AGAIN today & mooncakes despite having a sore throat. ( durian mooncake was awesome though. hurhur ) Gym soon?=) been some time! We should arrange gym, dinner then mahjong! muahaha. I BOOK YOU NEXT WEEKEND!!

At 6am.

2009-10-02T05:48:00.002+08:00

For early dinner, i had char kuay tiao and almost a whole plate of fried carrot cake. Then after, i had 2 bowls of soup ( oh man my momma knows just the way i like my soup! ) My tummy is now bloated from the late supper ( i had noodles btw ), chocolates & chips. My tummy is freaking ROUND.

I've just ordered Macs breakfast on impulse. Cravings, to be specific. And i psycho-ed Bx to give me his hashbrown because i really want 2 hashbrowns & he doesnt really like em. HAHAHA. Greedy much! I have NO IDEA why im constantly hungry & having cravings when im with Bx. Maybe its because im happy!! Heheh. Ya know how all couples put on weight after they get together?? I think its something like that! To be happy or sad you tell me.

HELLO. What is wrong with me today?? I have been controlling my diet pretty well for the past few days. Now i feel like crap again. Just crap food today is giving me a sore throat already.

Well done Rowena *rolls eyes*

So much for jogging. Im gonna hafta do 4000 rounds before i can work those fats off again!!!

Happy Birthday E!

2009-09-29T19:14:00.005+08:00

To E:

Hope you like the pressies! Heh. The home celebration was really cosy & i really liked the idea of the steamboat. We hardly have quality time spent together round the dinner table gossiping yeah? Btw, I really enjoyed myself, especially at the Indian Poker!!

Quote Of The Day By Sunjay:

''My card can't be smaller than hers. ''

HAHAHA!! classic.

Anyway, i hope you enjoyed your chillax birthday celebration. Please thank your mum on our behalf cause you guys are just awesome! ( so were the prawns wahahaha ) Thank you for the invite & the dinner. * BIG GIRLY HUG *

Im offically the youngest now.. haha. SO DONT DISS & BULLY ME ANYMORE YOU ALL!! Wait till my 19th! hiak hiak hiak.

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Ps. IM SERIOUS BOUT THE 3 WORK OUT DAYS PER WEEK TOO!! I dont need to do much.. running would be good. Hmm.. school gym or? I've never been to school gym! HAHA.

I Feel & Look The Same. Like Shit!

2009-09-25T03:53:00.003+08:00

WATER RETENTION FROM EXCESSIVE ALCOHOL IS KILLING ME. IT IS FUCKIN BAD I SWEAR. Even my mum asked why my face was so bloated.. obviously i couldnt tell her the truth that i drank myself silly!!!!!!!! It ALWAYS happens after my heavy boozing sessions. sigh sigh sigh. plus a hangover.

i need to cut down on boozing & get down to more exercise.

I am determined to eat healthy now. I googled. Exercise, whole fruits ( better than fruit juices ) & vegetables helps to reduce water retention!!!!!!!!!!!

I gotta feelin that tonight's gonna be a good night.

2009-09-24T23:35:00.004+08:00

WOOHOOO. Me, eneida & nat decided to head back SOHO for a look-see-say-hi session yesterday & it was the best decision made!!!! It was mad fun to see all our ex-colleagues & the amount of free booze i had ( be it on the house or from random guys) was as good. HA.

I had my first freakin bar top BJ. It was crazy!! The amount of whipped cream can easily make me put on another KG or somethin man. and they actually gave me about 3 secs of tequila in the midst because they said i was too slow??? BOO! All in all, a good once in a lifetime ( i hope! ) experience. lol. Now I learn, GOOD FRIENDS ARE OUT TO SABO YOU!!

Ps. Jeffry even wanted to get me 151 which was crazy & i violently rejected him.

Jeri:)

The wicked bartender, Jeffry!!

Ahmad.

Nat, Nizam & Eneida

Okay i forgot the other bartender's name. SORRY!

Me & Nat babe.

Together together~
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I wanted to feel some crowd & be in party.

So we went down Phuture ( as always ) at about 1ish am?

Standard.

E: Your comments are sweet! thanks:)

eh, but ah.. PLEASE STOP GETTING DRUNKK!!!!!!!! You are officially the lousiest drinker among us ( excluding vincent ). You must admit that i have improved tremendously now! Wahaha.

So much fun:) All those R&B & booze. Hearts.

Damn. Thinking about the new semester starting again so soon ruins my mood. No more ladies night! Furthermore, i think i would be working over weekends so i'll have ZERO days to party. BOOHOOOOOO.

A Very Random Entry

2009-09-20T19:37:00.002+08:00

( almost ) Nothing beats shopping!!!!!!!

I realised i actually wore different colour socks for my jog! hoho.

I LOVE KUEHS!! im really a big kueh person.

that's rice kueh.

and a special honey kueh mummy bought:D
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Aimee had to attend a dinner so rox gave her a makeover!!!
PRETTAY RIGHT!!!

Ps. she even went tanning!! explains her chio skin tone!

My new lil gadget..cutesy earpiece for my already very old ipod.

Doesn't function FANTASTIC but its really pretty in pink so. Hurhur. I still like it!:D

Been working quite a bit now a days. Work's on later too, @ 10pm. Sigh Sigh Sigh.

I wanna do more shopping & good foooood.

I miss clubbing too.

HAPPY 21ST PRINCESS!!

2009-09-18T02:17:00.013+08:00

Natasha's Birthday:D

Part 1- Girls night out @ Phuture. ( RnB here i come again!! )

Yes i went awfully red after my flaming lambo.

sometimes i hate the way my body works. I get soooo warm, red & patchy and it screws up my make up!!

E has got a pretay hairdo!:)

More booze.. just me and Nat.

( E was alcohol free for the night cause she was sick. )

OKAY I WAS HIGH BY THEN. ( i think the pictures can tell )

There's a twist in every photo! ( was it my hand?? )

girls gone wild. ( THOSE ARE DEFINTELY NOT MY HANDS ) wahaha.

xoxo.

funny!

OHHHHHHHH. Meet Mr. Joel. HURHURHUR.

*BIG WINKS TO E* ahem ahem.

That guy is an irritant, together with his other friend not pictured.

You know you're gone when you cant take a decent photo.

Alan came to find me!

( i wished he didnt though. the drink he bought me was killer!!! The worst i've ever had in my entire 19 years of life)

& i still managed to make it for supper & finished my pratas. HAHAHA.

So i was already VERY THERE after 1 flaming lambo, 2 jagerbombs, 1 jug whiskey coke & 1 glass of long island tea. Alan had to be nice enough to buy me AK47 & a heineken to finish me off. I hate friends like that!!!!!!

( FYI there's Brandy, Whiskey, Gin, Vodka, Rum, Bourbon, Cointreau in AK47, & its bloody hell on the rocks!!!!! i googled it. )

Part 2- Natasha's bling bling glamour party at Aloha Changi Resort.

So there was chivas, macallan, glenmorangie, martel, khalua, baileys, midori, apple sour, smirnoff, southern comfort & jagermeister. TELL ME ABOUT IT.

What's a party without sufficient booze?? hurhur. just the way we like it!

Iqbal.

The 'puke' concoction by our lousy barternder for the night. HAHA

So at every boozeful party, there will be stories to tell about the weakest links. So here are the GONE ones..

The drunken young lady who kept holding on to our bottle of zapple!!!!

( not to mention puking after & also a whole lot of emo mama crying ) why oh why.

So vin attempted to finish 5 jagerbombs ( which he did ), but failed to keep awake! HAHA.

Me & Nat, obviously up to no good. hurhur.

Works of an eyeliner ( & a smack of blusher )

Close ups! Weee.

HAHAHA.

There's my bling for the night.. my falsies!!!

mostly ex-SOHO crews. lol.

Me & Sunjay!!!

My coolio buddy who cant be lousier at 5-10! lol.

HAHA. funny moment.

ok i know E's gonna bug me to put the photo's up on FB but im so lazy to do the tagging. Maybe tomorrow la. ha.

Hmm..shopping yesterday was kinda awesome though i spent quite a bit & had a MAJOR headache on half the time i was out ( till i took panadol ). It was the worst headache i've ever had, i even teared & puked in the mall's toilet. THAT BAD. i dont know if its migraine or what, but it sucks la. Today i woke up with another splitting headache, i took panadols again:( what's wrong with me??

Ps. I want to do my hairrrrrrrr. Any violent objections? If no, im gonna dye it some time soon!!!!!

BOO.

2009-09-16T01:44:00.002+08:00

I CANT WAIT TO GO ON A DATE WITH BX TMR.

we are going for yummy lunch then movies then shopping then dinner.. aiyah. its a whole package kinda thing!! Weee. Not another late night shopping. Im gonna be an early bird and get the afternoon sun down in orchard road:D I hope my shopping will be fruitful! excited!

I bought a lip gloss today, intro-ed by Rox. She officially chooses most of my cosmetics for me. LOL. From her description, its AWESOME. Plumps up your lips and the colour is very chio!! prettay~ Im gonna try it on tomorrow. teehee.
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Btw, how come the whole world seems to be asking me if im going to party ( or chiong, in their words ) tomorrow?? I KNOW its tuesday night and wednesday night follows but.. do i really look like i party every single party-able days?? ( party-able days = wed, fri & sat )

Adding on to my previous entry on guys.. I seriously think guys these days are so different. Since when some became so.. erm. idk what's the word for it.. clingy?? Like they actually spam your phone's inbox and they constantly text you when you dont reply immediately? HELLO, i barely know them! crazy. And they call you every now and then with some crap excuse to try to start a half an hour long conversation?? Or they ask you to take down their no. and call them if necessary but asks you why didn you call them the next time they sees you. I HAVE NO REASONS TO CALL THEM WHAT!! Yes, these are some examples of the loser-ish stereotypes.

Ps. Yes noi, i guess i really should meet more people from the ' other side '. LOL. So many funny guy stories to tell you man, when we meeting up again?:)

Pics up maybe tmr? Nat's Bday=D

Wouldn't You Agree With Me

2009-09-09T03:02:00.005+08:00

Guys will always be guys.

This will always be the cold hard fact. There is no room for us girls to live in denial.

( applies especially to the stereotype of guys that i always get to meet. )

why oh why

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E: HUH. i just bought another set of ling ling long long bangles! ( My sis & Bx thinks its overpriced ) BIG SIGH. but its very chio. haha.

Ps. I need more club wear. This should be a necessity right!

TGIS ( Thank God Its Sunday )

2009-09-07T00:40:00.010+08:00

Sunday = Rest Day. Yeay.

Anyway i dont think i'll be going back to SOHO. Trying out another small KTV pub at boat quay. So please please give me a call when you're there and come find me if you can!! Time & effort taken is much much appreciated=D

Had a dinner date with bx @ DTF. I heart DTF.

I love vinegar!!!!

Me & rox cooked dinner!

& this is my best ( till now ). Gong Bao Zi Ding.

I know i always cook this but i really like it. heheh.

That black-ish thingy is mum's speciality, eggs in dark sauce!! YUMS. We cooked soup somemore okay. shrimp and tofu in chicken broth. Im sooo proud of us twins.
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Yet ANOTHER late night shopping & dinner outing with Bx.

@ Soup Spoon. I like!

Tomato soup

Caesar salad.

Some peppery mushroom chicken soup with salad at the side ( OMG I LOVE SALAD )

Slurp Slurp. Good lemon tea.

Idk what you call these.. like beanie, but its knitted? Got it from RI. Super cute!

Next time i wear i take photos! hur.

Finished dinner, no more shops open to shop. So i camwhore.

Is that a good enough reason? I hope so!

I love all the ling ling long long bangles. I love carrying shopping bags too. Feels like a princess!

Bx is 独眼龙! HAHAHA. ok not funny.

My favourite picture!

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Im gonna tell you this damn funny story. Bx's mummy is those typical chinese speaking elderly. So she cant read or speak english properly. She is super cute can.. she had a few lipstick of the same shade, given by a friend. So she was asking if i wanted one since she had so many. When she offered to give one to me, Bx's daddy said: '' aiyo.. so red still dare to give to ah na ( i am ah na btw )." In chinese la. Then she replied saying that her friend said its the lightest shade, so it shouldn't be TOO red. So i was thinking.. thank goodness! Hopefully it isnt ang gong gong ( bright bright red ). Then when i read the label of the lipstick, the shade stated was '' Extreme Red". HAHAHAHA. Not too red = Extreme Red?! But the colour turned out much better than i thought. Yeay. My first red lipstick. I like! Here's some pic of me donning the red lips.

( colour is not obvious in the top 2 pics. True-er to the bottom pic! )

& lastly a pic after my first day of work @ Boat Quay.

Ps. I've been shopping bit too much on things that others deem unnecessary.

Are necklaces, bangles & bracelets, caps, hairbands and such VERY unnecessary??:(

Not Everyday Is Sunday.

2009-08-31T01:57:00.003+08:00

Initial plans for Sentosa was cancelled due to the heavy downpour. Altered plan for shopping, KTV & food instead. Today was simple yet enjoyable. Its a good chillax weekend, unlike the usual heavy drinking nights.

Oops. i am thinking of heading out on wednesday night. Should i? :(

To kick off the monday blues, my mood today wasnt too good but i've got no extra energy left in me to get all emo momo. The braces has been cutting my upper lips, giving sucky ulcers from all those abrasion. I also feel very stupid and stone-ish due to the lack of sleep ( does that even sound logical??!! )

Ps. Hopefully the groomer will be available tomorrow for Baileys to get a haircut.
Ps. I wanna find a new job and leave the effed up SOHO asap:(

Pics up the next entry.

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E: Thanks sweets. That's really sweet of you.. will share when i have time. Thanks a lot.. really appreciate you caring. *hugs*

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A penny for my thoughts.

2009-08-30T02:10:00.005+08:00

I wish i could tell you you and you what's going through my mind. That's only, I wish.

Then again i would really like to know what would you do, if you were me.

What would you do, when you come to know of a certain disturbing fact?

How would you react to those negative thoughts?

And how would you live with the fact after coming to know of it.

Is taking on a vengeance attitude always wrong?

How would you deal with such a circumstance.

I might need someone to teach me. Then again, the only person i can trust and rely on is myself for the matter. Therefore, Im thankful for the existence of this online diary.

I finally understand the saying about the leopard never changes its spots.

Its the same for me. Its the same for you. You're still the person i knew you to be, and that's not positive.

Im probably the only damn person in the world that can understand this entire entry, but its okay. Obviously its not meant for anyone else to comprehend. To clarify, this is NOT an emotional entry. This is just a phase of my life, i want to pen down for rememberance.

Jaw Clamp.

2009-08-28T00:24:00.003+08:00

I cannot put to words how glad i am that UT 3 days for semester 1 is over. Seriously, its been 3 damn years since i've last mugged for any test or paper. The last was O levels. Feel so proud of myself for being hardworking cause i finally made myself useful for that few revision days!

I have been eyeing on that duo chocolate coco krunch breakfast cereal sitting on the kitchen table for the longest time. But now i cant eat it because i have 6 bloody rubber bands in my mouth, with the braces. DAMMIT. There's 4 that makes up 2 vertical lines in front, holding my jaws together and i cannot open my mouth wide enough to eat almost anything. I have to remove them in order to eat and putting them back would be a hell of a chore.

( Having the thought i'll have to change the rubber bands twice a day after meals makes me feel like skipping meals. BUT IM NOT A DIET PERSON & YES I KNOW I REALLY SHOULD BUT.. i wanna eat all those yummy things!! )

Im damn sad now. But IM TOO HUNGRY. I'll just try to squeeze some milo soaked soda biscuits into my mouth through the lil opening i can try my best to make out. HAHA. Glutton me!!

So here's something not so glutton-y, something less sinful:

Im in love with my salad. I put some greenies i got from the salad section at Giants, eggs and tuna:) Oh, and vinaigrette dressing is love! Made some for the family as well, and they liked it. Heh. Happy me. Gonna re-stock my supply of greens soon.

Spending time together with Bx when ever we can:)

Yummy. Northpoint is a great chillout place!

Mine

Bx's.

Been smitten over 命中注定我爱你. And that's just what im gonna do now~

Teehee. XOXO.

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Isabelle: can can. holidays already. haha. but must discuss which day to bring the lil ones out for their walk. Because imma busy woman!=p

Eve: hurhurhur. yes. im still waiting for you to come back and party with me bitch!! Miss you miss yoouu.

I JUST NEED TO DE-STRESS

2009-08-25T12:43:00.002+08:00

THANK GOD PUBLIC RELATIONS UT IS AT 4.30 PM. I HAVE NOT FINISHED MY REVISION!!!!!

Anyway i want to cut my hair. I have something in mind.

I need to book my wax appointment. Beach on this Sunday. Excited. hurhur.

I want to paint my nails.

I bought a candy floss flavoured sweet yesterday with Tricia. I hope its good!

I had crap salad last night. Pre-packed salad SUCKS. And i hate the sesame oil dressing!! NB!! Damn salty, oily & GROSS.

I want to watch my taiwanese drama online leh.

I should really be studying BYE!!

The Puke Feeling.

2009-08-24T19:58:00.004+08:00

Excuse me. Have been muggin like a nerd. Its the test period.

Am home with shitass headache, nauseous feelin kickin in.

Gotta go bathe Baileys now before i can get myself bathed and start muggin. Again.

Sigh Sigh Sigh.

be right back. in.. couple a days.

Cosmic Gate

2009-08-18T01:14:00.006+08:00

And so there was a gathering with the few peeps from the 4/8 ( & when i say FEW, i really mean few. like only a total of 5 of us out of the entire class? HAHA. ) Talked cock sing song ( in Louis' words ) over drinks @ Harry's. Had my Hoegaarden:)

Finally met up with my darling, Kit. Bought her a Pussyfoot!:D My favourite mocktail.

What else?

ZOUK.

DJ Cosmic Gate!! :D

Another night of great music, company & booze.

Vin's friends. Cute couple!

The same old same old. Lol.

My babes for the night.

The boys shuffle shuffle shuffling.

Met my darling Noinoi there!!! Heheheheh. Extra happy!!

Tell me she looks pretty or what!

( Im totally diggin those hair braids. & those fluttering lashes. Its a girly girl thing )

Finally met up with Alan, an ex-colleague from barracks after 2 odd years. Zouk & FB rocks! Totally brings people together. LOL.

& Vin fell asleep as usual, after few drinks. Pek cek to the max!! Ha.

My best clubbing mates & great work mates:)

Seksay back.

( member's toilet is great for camwhoring )

Brotherly love.

@ Phuture.

The song playing was.. '' Beat it! "

Wah.. her puppy eyes!

& this is my favourite pic. Vin literally blends into the environment damn well. HAHAH.

You like?? I like!!

Glad to have Nat as company, because i do enjoy Phuture still. E has transformed into a hardcore trance FREAK & this leave no inch of passion in her left for RnB/Phuture. Ha. Good that i have come to appreciate trance too=D

As usual, all the rest of the photos will be up on FB in awhile. Check em out over there ya bitches.

Till the next party or some sort!

*blows kisses*

Awaiting the weekends.

2009-08-13T11:44:00.014+08:00

In lessons and im FREAKING BORED. Took a cab to school though i was already late cause.. im just feelin very lazy! And trust me.. stern, ang moh-ish speaking facilitators are hypnotising. They can make you sleep within 15mins of talking.

Had our fyp assessment yesterday:) Dont really find it a cause for celebration or to pop a bubbly, but im just glad FYP one is over. So here's the team:

Tricia, good friend, good leader. What more can i say?:)

From left: Valerie, Seok Hui, Tricia, Me, Mindy

Alright. School shit aside. I tagged along when Bx and Jeff hit the gym on Tuesday ( Bx sneaked me into NYP's gym using friend's admin card ) NYP's gym is badass man. I like!! Very equipped and the equipments are all really new. Feels really shiok to workout..kinda addictive. Erm, but then again the passion for working out is usually just another short term phase for me. Hope its not so this time! haha. And i brought Baileys for a round of jog last night too. Im soo proud of myself. * BIG GRIN *

JEFF.

I look SPORTY!!

Lastly, party photos! Hurhur. What's life without good friends and kickass parties?

This time it was O Bar. Would have preferred zouk, but Nat and Sunjay were celebrating their friend's birthday over @ O Bar..so yeah. Had to keep everyone in a group. Lotsa colleagues were there too. LOL. It was kind of a last minute thing to gather all the other colleagues outside my clique caused SOMEONE had to go around inviting every soul he saw at work. Most of the colleagues were persuaded and ponn-ed work to join the party. Ha. What's a club left with being understaff on a Saturday night? Left with whole lot of shit, as expected. Who cares?? haha. omg so bad.

Well, spent bit over the budget that i set for myself but all's good cause the night was pretty enjoyable. ( Cept the post party part where almost every one got drunk/tipsy other than me & i had to send them here & there. Now i know looking after drunkards feels like b*tch. I feel sorry for Nat cause she always had to take care of the drunk me when we went clubbing. Now im really controlling my drinking. )

TEQUILA SHOTS, JAGERBOMBS, CORONA, HENESSY , WHISKEY COKE, BOURBON COKE( yuck ), VODKA REDBULL

W-O-O-H-O-O-O

Excuse the blurry pic. It was too dark.

Love my bow!

New found best friend, Sunjay:D

As usual, E.

HAHA. ugly max. I look like a witch everytime i do that.

With Nat & E babe.

Same same but different.

Cheena but i like~

Nat's friend.

Jolene & Mash

Iqbal & us girls.

Me, red by the midst of the night as usual. But i survived without getting tipsy!:)

Will load ALL the pics up over @ FB prob at night.

Laters!

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E: No lah. its not bout the $:) Dont worry. Its about the taxi uncle!!!!!!!!!

F**K

2009-08-09T07:18:00.001+08:00

I AM EFFING DU LAN.
I AM EFFING DU LAN.
I AM EFFING DU LAN.
I AM EFFING DU LAN.
I AM EFFING DU LAN.
I AM EFFING DU LAN.
I AM EFFING DU LAN.
I AM EFFING DU LAN.
I AM EFFING DU LAN.

Imma piece of fat blob.

2009-08-06T14:52:00.006+08:00

I've been overeatin like CRAP.

1) Yesterday, i had those fried carrot cake ( cai tao gueh ) for late lunch, and then a cornetto ice cream cone for dessert.
2) I started munching on chips after i got home, cause i simply CANNOT resist chips.
3) Then, mummy bought my dinner so i had malaysian style hokkien mee for dinner ( that's within 4 hours from lunch ).
4) After hokkien mee, i was complaining about how much rubbish i've eaten & rox had to offer me me coco crunch with meal. I was thinking.. why not? Aiya. It'll be the last thing i'll eat for the day/night. So i happily ate coco crunch till i was full to the brim. At this point of time my tummy was bulging like crap, close to exploding i guess.
5) Then just before i head to bed, Andy appeared at our doorstep. He was really nice to buy us ' ah balling ' aka tang yuan from bedok 85, i assume. Wah..we were thinking, if we were to leave it in the fridge till tomorrow, it'll harden. So we shared a bowl though we were really forcing ourselves to increase our intake of food. Nonetheless, it was yummy:)

Ps. Have you guys heard of the granny selling koropok & the pontianak story?? The one in the malay newspaper? I was so affected by the story, i refused to get the door for Andy last night lo. Joke!!

okay. Enough of text.

Nah. Show you all my fat face!!

I started camwhoring before school because my hair dried quickly that morning & i was happy!!

Pardon the blurry pic.

I bought the mini gatsy ( baby gatsby in my words ) for Bx. Cute huh!

Late night shopping + dinner w bx, as usual

( apologise for the bad lighting. idk why my cam picks up the light like that. FYI i dont do photoshop so yah.. idk why its so bright! )

My choice of meal. Charbroiled chicken salad @ carls junior.

Have been craving for it every since I saw noinoi having it the last time=p

I feel happy looking at this photo. Look so patoh!!

Lastly,

I couldnt help but to get myself another.. yeah.

THAT!

I should really buy a shelf for all these hair assecories and display them.. it'll be such a pretty sight!

Party plans this Sat. Joining some friends at O bar. Eneida's not going. Sucha pity. Zouk plans after. Old friend plans to meet me up there since he'll be at Zouk. Not so sure if i should go over.. i want.. 5 jagerbombs. Random. Teehee.

Keep those pictures rollin..

2009-07-30T00:36:00.014+08:00

The Butter Factory on a Wednesday night.

Macallan 12, Martel VSOP, Belvedere.

Cant remember how the night ended. *shrug shoulders*

With my babe Natasha ( aka Nat ) and Eneida.

The 'ROYAL' family. Haaa. Literally.

King's son and daughter ya know!! No joke!

My seksay bitch.

Barry!!!
Ps. Some how i wish he wasnt there that night.
He pokes fun of my drunken stupor every time he sees me now! Gaaah.

The girls with stanley.

The lethal stuff.

She's our princessy sweetheart!

Bringing back the old butter days with her!

( cept the getting wasted part=x )

Bump.

I say.. DRINK UPPPP! Hohoho.

To E: This is your macallan half glass that knocked you out!!!! HAHAHAH.

E getting high on macallan half glass. Shiok.

Okay. You want wasted photos??

I give you.

Enjoy.

*ROLLS EYES HARD*

Messy hair? Checked.

Behaving like a retarded kid? Checked.

Looking stupid? CHECKED!!! ( worse thing, caught on camera! )

Alright. Enough of the party shit.

Another 2 parcels arrived!!!!!

:D Happy max!

Ahem. Yes la. Online shopping again.

Oops. Didn i just remind myself not to shop? :(

Dynasty with the new mix of cliques.

( Officially the Andersonians plus SIM. LOL. & me!! )

The one and only Wan.. hurhur.

She's in such candid mood!

Hates the way she angles her face and her jawline looks sharp.

Cause however i angle my face, ITS CRAP ROUND!! I need surgery. Ok kidding.

Noinoi sporting the plaited hair as well:)

AHEM!!! Just married.

Ha. Nono. Just fallen in love:)

OYA and Cat.

BX singing.

He has these sleepy eyes..

I think he needs eyeliner and mascara to open em up. Ha. Maybe!!!

Sporting the high bun. I im lovin it! :) Somethin new for me..

'Stab' fierce.

Sweet Sista.

An unglam candid moment taken by noinoi.

Bedok 85 with rox and bx.

No pics of us though. Too gan jiong to eat! We were really starving!

All the sinful stuff..

I met bx before work last night for dinner. AND I STARTED SHOPPING AGAIN. I cant believe it! NOOOOO. He left earlier cause my work starts later than his. So i was left alone in town, with about 1 hour odd to kill. I thought i'd be bored but i was soo wrong! I realise i shop more when im left without entertainment man. Dang. Here's some stuff i bought.

Daily essentials!

Facial blotter and a lipstick that Noinoi intro-ed. I was soo fascinated with the lippie cause its really smooth and moisturising on the lips ( unlike the usual lipsticks ). Plus it comes with a yummy berry scent!! I checked it out at watsons ( since its from a consumer label ) to find it at an introductory discounted price! CHEAP. Happy happy happy. Comes in a pretty rosy colour. Goes well with almost every theme of make up including smoky eye. HAD TO BUY.

Im sorry my beloved wallet. Im gonna put you on a diet=x

One of the cutest thing ever.

Mini hair brush. Practical and chio! Woot.

Yes. Faux lashes.. ROCKS. Cant live without em on party nights..

Dainty floral butterfly sweet things.

Im gonna have an image change ( i think )! Im going for the demure look. DONT LAUGH.

And lastly,

YES. YOU GOT IT!! HAIRBAND AGAIN!!!! I'LL NEVER HAVE ENOUGH OF THEM!

Big bow. Cute or what??

A lil exaggeration is the new moderate. Havent ya heard of? lol.

Okay it came from me. Now ya know!!

Im dropping the idea of colouring my hair. Yes, very fickle minded. Rox has been psycho-ing me to perm those locks. And i think i like that idea!! Havent permed my hair before or whatsoever. So im pretty excited yet worried. I dont wanna damage my locks and waste the few hundred bucks for nothing! That is, if its a bad job done.

Alrighty before i head to bed ( omg it kinda slipped my mind that i hafta wake up in about 4 1/2 hours time for school ), here's one quote i read online & im lovin it.

'' Beauty, is in the eye of the beer-holder"

HAHAHAHA.

Everyone's a beauty after a couple of beers over ya limit. Dontya love how the way booze makes the world a better place? LMAO. *winks*

Cheers!

LEIGHTON MEESTER SINGS!!!!!!!!

2009-07-28T14:32:00.002+08:00

I dont know if this music video has been out for a long time or if its new, but i came across this MV on MTV few days back, featuring Leighton Meester.

( Yes im still not over the GG craze )

Hot or what? I couldn't stop staring at her dolly face! Seriously, how can anyone look this gorgeous?

Enjoy!

Sleep deprived.

2009-07-27T10:31:00.004+08:00

Just came home from the King's, where i got utterly humiliated ( in one way or another, just for laughs though )

Who else to blame but myself? * rolls eyes*

It was a long night of work followed by a laid back chillout drinking session at the cosy crib. Same time, same place, same activity but different company ( which makes it all better ). Good friends spends time together:)

I am crazy. I am turning in at almost noon. Thank goodness its raining right now and the sun's covered by those heavy clouds. Gotta hit the sack before the sun comes out again!

Laters alligators.

Beauty Queen.

2009-07-24T15:17:00.008+08:00

Drag is the new beauty!

My seksay girlfriend.
She sports dark pinkish lips. Hot!

Hoho. we did the same checkered tie up shirt! Cept hers is without a tube inside. She has a better body.

Check out that tiny waist.

She's pretty slutty. She likes muay thai dudes.

Nat as the freelance makeup artist for the night.

TADAAH!! Eric!! Red seksay lips as well!!

Me and the camera babe.

I love my hair plaited. I look like sucha good girl:D

SANJU!!!! Wahaha.

My assistant for the night, Rose.

She's 21 man. Looks 17 right!

And yes my face looks very fair cause of the camera's flash. Hurhur.

Nizam as..Ms Cutesy for the night. LOL

Vin looks like a perfect slut.

I look like.. a happy kid licking my lollipop.

Vin does the slut dance!!! (FYI, its his forte )

That's my seksay hairband and bangle he's wearing!! heheh.

Just another one to haunt you for the rest of your night till you dream of him/her

( whatever gender you prefer to think of Vin as!! )

Anyways, Wed was butter with Nat, Barry ( her brother ), Eneida and Stanley.

It COULD HAVE been damn bloody fun. But too much Macallan neat ruined the night:(

Ps. Nat if you're reading this, Im sooo sorry. I know its not the first time and im really regretting it! The trouble i gave you guys and my badass hangover! I PROMISE i'll not get so wasted again!!! okokokokokok.

( That is you'll ever wanna come out again, but i think i'll be staying away from booze for awhile. )

Pics up on FB, the censored ones ( Just for laughs ) are privatised by Nat.

Will load the pics up here when i have the time.

Booboo. I gotta rush to work.