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Need to rest my legs and my head.. waking up at 7am today zombified me a lil in school. That doesn't feel good.

Many many thoughts in my head right now.. But im not being emotional. Just felt like jotting down my thoughts in this little blog, an unusual post of how i feel about my life right now.

These thoughts flowing in does not seem to be making me any depressed, but i've been thinking.. and re-evaluating my current choices to make in life.

I feel that my goals are clear. No, not career goals, but my personal goals. I've this really strong surge of emotions lately. And wierdly, a strong sense of guilt as well. Now, this guilt not towards anyone else, but myself. I feel that i've not worked hard enough for the things i wanted to achieve, not forgetting caue i also did stray away from them. Not trying to sound chim and make big reflections, but simply because there's something i really wanna achieve now and i feel that im falling short of my expectations of myself. Some goals.. I'd call myself materialistic. But i find no wrong in that. Life could be better, i know.

Im starting to think about the people around me, and how they reflect on what kind of person i am. Im not saying their lousy, really. Its just a passing thought. I hope to keep those true to me. And some that aint so meaningful to keep, to make good memories.


Ps. And my shopping list is piling up. First, i had no time to shop. Now, i've gotta save up.
Tell me this isnt happening to me.. =(

I hope life gets better!:)