Pain and itchy right eye:(

My right eye swell last night. It was sooo bad i almost could not open my eye. Thank goodness its better now so i can come to school. w/o eye make up though. Sadded. I've slapped on just foundation and drew my brows. I feel naked and pale on my face. Whatever man.. i seriously hate coming to school now. Cant be bothered:( Work is on later.. will try to do my eye liner. Hopefully it wont irritate my eye again ( which most probably it will ).


I really feel like.. think of.. am contemplating whether or not to dye my hair to a light colour. And i think i might just do it just for the sake of doing it because my hair have been black for idk 2 years?? Jet black was chio to me at first.. Now, its like crazy boring! But i really like how my black hair will reflect light and look really chio and healthy in pictures cause of the camera's flash.


Skin's horrible. I need and i will go seek serious help from the professional.. a doctor hopefully. Praying hard i'll not be too lazy to go through the hassle *crosses fingers*


Anyways, I AM DETERMINED TO CHANGE!! change what? My output of vulgarities. (To rid the lian factor) Yes. I shall stop the EFF word ( unless under forced and uncontrollable circumstances ) and those hokkien ' poems '. I promise i'll try. I really want to chaaaaange.


Ps. please understand its been a long time since i've been accustomed to including the EFF word in every 2 sentence i speak ( or sorta ) . So gimme time yeah??? I want to be a decent slut. HAHAHA. Decent slut sounds contradictory cool!!


Ps. And to emphasise on one final point, IM QUITTING VULGARITIES, NOT DRINKING OR PARTYING.


Cheers dudes!

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Eneida: No la silly! Ha. He's not even giving out bad signals.. :) Good for you!