I am Rowena.: August 2009

Not Everyday Is Sunday.

Initial plans for Sentosa was cancelled due to the heavy downpour. Altered plan for shopping, KTV & food instead. Today was simple yet enjoyable. Its a good chillax weekend, unlike the usual heavy drinking nights.

Oops. i am thinking of heading out on wednesday night. Should i? :(

To kick off the monday blues, my mood today wasnt too good but i've got no extra energy left in me to get all emo momo. The braces has been cutting my upper lips, giving sucky ulcers from all those abrasion. I also feel very stupid and stone-ish due to the lack of sleep ( does that even sound logical??!! )

Ps. Hopefully the groomer will be available tomorrow for Baileys to get a haircut.
Ps. I wanna find a new job and leave the effed up SOHO asap:(

Pics up the next entry.

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E: Thanks sweets. That's really sweet of you.. will share when i have time. Thanks a lot.. really appreciate you caring. *hugs*

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A penny for my thoughts.

I wish i could tell you you and you what's going through my mind. That's only, I wish.

Then again i would really like to know what would you do, if you were me.

What would you do, when you come to know of a certain disturbing fact?

How would you react to those negative thoughts?

And how would you live with the fact after coming to know of it.

Is taking on a vengeance attitude always wrong?

How would you deal with such a circumstance.

I might need someone to teach me. Then again, the only person i can trust and rely on is myself for the matter. Therefore, Im thankful for the existence of this online diary.

I finally understand the saying about the leopard never changes its spots.

Its the same for me. Its the same for you. You're still the person i knew you to be, and that's not positive.

Im probably the only damn person in the world that can understand this entire entry, but its okay. Obviously its not meant for anyone else to comprehend. To clarify, this is NOT an emotional entry. This is just a phase of my life, i want to pen down for rememberance.

Jaw Clamp.

I cannot put to words how glad i am that UT 3 days for semester 1 is over. Seriously, its been 3 damn years since i've last mugged for any test or paper. The last was O levels. Feel so proud of myself for being hardworking cause i finally made myself useful for that few revision days!

I have been eyeing on that duo chocolate coco krunch breakfast cereal sitting on the kitchen table for the longest time. But now i cant eat it because i have 6 bloody rubber bands in my mouth, with the braces. DAMMIT. There's 4 that makes up 2 vertical lines in front, holding my jaws together and i cannot open my mouth wide enough to eat almost anything. I have to remove them in order to eat and putting them back would be a hell of a chore.

( Having the thought i'll have to change the rubber bands twice a day after meals makes me feel like skipping meals. BUT IM NOT A DIET PERSON & YES I KNOW I REALLY SHOULD BUT.. i wanna eat all those yummy things!! )

Im damn sad now. But IM TOO HUNGRY. I'll just try to squeeze some milo soaked soda biscuits into my mouth through the lil opening i can try my best to make out. HAHA. Glutton me!!

So here's something not so glutton-y, something less sinful:

Im in love with my salad. I put some greenies i got from the salad section at Giants, eggs and tuna:) Oh, and vinaigrette dressing is love! Made some for the family as well, and they liked it. Heh. Happy me. Gonna re-stock my supply of greens soon.

Spending time together with Bx when ever we can:)

Yummy. Northpoint is a great chillout place!

Mine

Bx's.

Been smitten over 命中注定我爱你. And that's just what im gonna do now~

Teehee. XOXO.

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Reply to comments:

Isabelle: can can. holidays already. haha. but must discuss which day to bring the lil ones out for their walk. Because imma busy woman!=p

Eve: hurhurhur. yes. im still waiting for you to come back and party with me bitch!! Miss you miss yoouu.

I JUST NEED TO DE-STRESS

THANK GOD PUBLIC RELATIONS UT IS AT 4.30 PM. I HAVE NOT FINISHED MY REVISION!!!!!

Anyway i want to cut my hair. I have something in mind.

I need to book my wax appointment. Beach on this Sunday. Excited. hurhur.

I want to paint my nails.

I bought a candy floss flavoured sweet yesterday with Tricia. I hope its good!

I had crap salad last night. Pre-packed salad SUCKS. And i hate the sesame oil dressing!! NB!! Damn salty, oily & GROSS.

I want to watch my taiwanese drama online leh.

I should really be studying BYE!!

The Puke Feeling.

Excuse me. Have been muggin like a nerd. Its the test period.

Am home with shitass headache, nauseous feelin kickin in.

Gotta go bathe Baileys now before i can get myself bathed and start muggin. Again.

Sigh Sigh Sigh.

be right back. in.. couple a days.

Cosmic Gate

And so there was a gathering with the few peeps from the 4/8 ( & when i say FEW, i really mean few. like only a total of 5 of us out of the entire class? HAHA. ) Talked cock sing song ( in Louis' words ) over drinks @ Harry's. Had my Hoegaarden:)

Finally met up with my darling, Kit. Bought her a Pussyfoot!:D My favourite mocktail.

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What else?

ZOUK.

DJ Cosmic Gate!! :D

Another night of great music, company & booze.

Vin's friends. Cute couple!

The same old same old. Lol.

My babes for the night.

The boys shuffle shuffle shuffling.

Met my darling Noinoi there!!! Heheheheh. Extra happy!!

Tell me she looks pretty or what!

( Im totally diggin those hair braids. & those fluttering lashes. Its a girly girl thing )

Finally met up with Alan, an ex-colleague from barracks after 2 odd years. Zouk & FB rocks! Totally brings people together. LOL.

& Vin fell asleep as usual, after few drinks. Pek cek to the max!! Ha.

My best clubbing mates & great work mates:)

Seksay back.

( member's toilet is great for camwhoring )

Brotherly love.

@ Phuture.

The song playing was.. '' Beat it! "

Wah.. her puppy eyes!

& this is my favourite pic. Vin literally blends into the environment damn well. HAHAH.

You like?? I like!!

Glad to have Nat as company, because i do enjoy Phuture still. E has transformed into a hardcore trance FREAK & this leave no inch of passion in her left for RnB/Phuture. Ha. Good that i have come to appreciate trance too=D

As usual, all the rest of the photos will be up on FB in awhile. Check em out over there ya bitches.

Till the next party or some sort!

*blows kisses*

Awaiting the weekends.

In lessons and im FREAKING BORED. Took a cab to school though i was already late cause.. im just feelin very lazy! And trust me.. stern, ang moh-ish speaking facilitators are hypnotising. They can make you sleep within 15mins of talking.

Had our fyp assessment yesterday:) Dont really find it a cause for celebration or to pop a bubbly, but im just glad FYP one is over. So here's the team:

Tricia, good friend, good leader. What more can i say?:)

From left: Valerie, Seok Hui, Tricia, Me, Mindy

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Alright. School shit aside. I tagged along when Bx and Jeff hit the gym on Tuesday ( Bx sneaked me into NYP's gym using friend's admin card ) NYP's gym is badass man. I like!! Very equipped and the equipments are all really new. Feels really shiok to workout..kinda addictive. Erm, but then again the passion for working out is usually just another short term phase for me. Hope its not so this time! haha. And i brought Baileys for a round of jog last night too. Im soo proud of myself. * BIG GRIN *

JEFF.

I look SPORTY!!

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Lastly, party photos! Hurhur. What's life without good friends and kickass parties?

This time it was O Bar. Would have preferred zouk, but Nat and Sunjay were celebrating their friend's birthday over @ O Bar..so yeah. Had to keep everyone in a group. Lotsa colleagues were there too. LOL. It was kind of a last minute thing to gather all the other colleagues outside my clique caused SOMEONE had to go around inviting every soul he saw at work. Most of the colleagues were persuaded and ponn-ed work to join the party. Ha. What's a club left with being understaff on a Saturday night? Left with whole lot of shit, as expected. Who cares?? haha. omg so bad.

Well, spent bit over the budget that i set for myself but all's good cause the night was pretty enjoyable. ( Cept the post party part where almost every one got drunk/tipsy other than me & i had to send them here & there. Now i know looking after drunkards feels like b*tch. I feel sorry for Nat cause she always had to take care of the drunk me when we went clubbing. Now im really controlling my drinking. )

TEQUILA SHOTS, JAGERBOMBS, CORONA, HENESSY , WHISKEY COKE, BOURBON COKE( yuck ), VODKA REDBULL

W-O-O-H-O-O-O