Meimei's fever gone!

Insights: Thoughts are light and positive

Was feelin very down at work on Fri night. Stanley was nice to talk to me and attempted to make me feel better. Well, he did..in a way..

My poor sister was all sick and up with high fever bout 40 degrees, fluctuating temperature ) for 5 long days. Mummy spent about 250bucks on her medication and blood test yet she didn get any better. Really poor thing! She was so allergic to so many medicine that her face was swollen.. Thank God it wasn't dengue and she all well now. I think i should get her a raspberry swirl cheese cake from Barracks tonight since her appetite's back=)

I might just switch from the usual powder compact to liquid foundation. Tried those from M.A.C. Hehs. Just love the way it stays on the skin and the smooth effect. I've always thought that it would be sticky and stinky.. Apparently, I don't even feel that its there.. its so light and you won't be able to smell anything at all. Haha. Weet.

I can't wait for work now.. yeah. Its more fun than school. Haha. OH. i just realised that i don't have school on Wednesday. Some shifting in timetable. That's way cool. And i'm not working on Wednesday!! Yeah man...

I feel like a kid. Well, i am.

GSS still at Fling!

Insights: Super sleepy me.

Yesterday was my off day. Hit Fling w my hot babes again ( Germaine, mabel and really cute Ziqun ). We ( excluding Ziqun..haha ) were so so excited and of course got outta Heeren with our shopping bag! I bought another 2 pretty bras. ( ever so worth it ) Hot bod Germaine got 4! totally awesome.. And cutsie Mabel bought 3 home. I mean, that's what girls should do. Love such outings with babes whom are into the same stuff as i am. Talk to me bout clothes, inner wears, make ups, hairdos! yeah.. that's what i'm talkin about.

We felt so comfortable with each other..it really felt like we've known each other for a long time. That's so cool alright~ haha. Really wanna thank them for being such nice girls to hang out with. Enjoyed myself yesterday..

And for no idea why, i overslept and woke up at 8am for my 9am class. Broke my routine ( rushing to class ) by meeting my babe, Germaine for breakfast at causeway point. Muahaha. The main point was to arrive late for class cause it kinda sucks. Really love her company.. she's a sweetheart. We reached class at 11am and i've done nothing since then, except stoning & sleeping, no joke. Class is kinda shitty now.. Long story why..

Miss my baby soo... very much. Its the fourth day without him. Eeks.

Mr Friday * rowena tugs the corner of his shirt* , will you please come quick? Then i can sleep in with my baby after my work. I really miss him. I wanna hug my baby boy... please?

So tired, so sleepy and going to work. bleh. Bye all.

My tired eyes

Insights: Have been, ugly. Is, even uglier.

My tired eyes look so restless in every photo. Not big as it already is and now, not bright. Dull looking freak. -aHhHHh-

Work ended late last night, slept at about 3am. So shag..am in school now. eek. Ooo. On a lighter note, i'm heading back town to Fling with Germaine afer school today. That is way so cool! An-tee-c-pay-ting.

I miss baby soo... much. All has been leaving me feeling that baby's really a special guy. Totally different from all the losers out there. Especially some irritating guys at Barracks.

Quoted from Dumb ass bastard Eddie- Hey, i feel so horny leh. How?
( repeats many many times )

You so cute! ang-ger-ger
( tries to tickle my chin with a totally failed attempt )

Ei, can be my part time girlfriend? Please leh..
Please leh..

Ei, see. My driving licence. My picture handsome right.
Ha. Ha. Ha. ( laughs alone. )
My dad drives a BMW. It's also my car.
I am going to buy my own WRX by the end of the year.

Joker right. Someone whom eats the left over stuff cleared from the customer's table, someone who works full shift everyday without any off days claims he is rich. He should be featured inside the joke book of the year.

Stupid conversation brought up by that bastard yesterday:

Bastard: Ei, you got pimple on your face leh.

Me: So? what's your point. ( rolls eyes )

Bastard: No lah. Just letting you know ma..

Me: So you think I won't know? ( Stares )

Bastard: Ei, i have pimple or not ah? ( trying very hard to boast about his disgusting complexion )

Me: I don't bother. I don't wanna know. I don't wanna care. ( smirks evily & walks away )






He is plain disgusting. I hate him.

And Edward calls me darling & his baby girl. He sends me self-typed supposingly poetic text messages and tells me that he finds himself so sweet. Someone help me.

Probably its just my baby that is special. Those stupid behaviours could be a norm that i didn't know existed.



Oh. There are many phto shoots happening at Barracks.
Yesterday was Fiona Xie. ( She's cute, yea, of course. )
Today's Felicia Chin. (Yes, on my off day. Haiz. )
And tomorrow's Jeanette Au.

Totally cool. Celebs look pretty normal to me in real person.. Yea. Actually, just really really groomed. Grooming's really important. Now i see the huge diff it can make.

Baby: I miss you so much. Long to be your arms especially in this cold rainy weather. -bighug-



buh- bye all.

Love GSS at Fling

Insights: I hope someone makes my day

Not that i'm feelin low or bad this morning.. just hoping my day would be an interesting one.

BEST BUY EVER
Finally did something to make myself feel happier. Hit town on both the weekends.. And on sat, i bought these 2 really pretty bras on 60% at Fling!!!!!! ( Thanks to Germaine for the intro=p) It was absoutely pretty and the fit was almost perfect!! I love it. Ma baby thought it was the best bras i've had. I feel that the cut is so much better than triumph or wacoal.. definitely returning for more buys! * squirms in excitement * Heh heh.

Wonder when oh when will my pay check come. I have stuff added on my wish list.
1) Volcom ( is it spelled this way??) hoodie
2) Passerby inspired orange eyeshadow- random
3) More Fling innerwears
4) M.A.C lip gloss ( i tried rox's one and i really liked it! Think her edition she bought is not on shelf anymore..)

Blurry Do Re Mi Fa So
From left: Chris, Zen, Ma Baby lookin good ( muahaha ) and Don


OoOo..


The lil pics i took with meimei!


Now we look like twins


Yes, fitting room. Haha


i'm a happy baby!


Hope my energy level does not decrease anymore. Tonight's barracks. I'm feelin tired. Nooo!!!!

Happy days without baby

Insights: Enjoying my days off from baby.

It sounds wrong, but i'm feelin good bout this crazy monday to friday working thing ( for this week ). I'm enjoying the gentleness of his voice over the phone, and loving messages to remind me to take my dinner.. Feels like the clock has turned a year back, back to the courtship days when we would anticipate each other's message so badly and the so many '' take care'' and ''remember to take your dinner'' messages. Haha. I've been thinking of my sweet love so much and planning to spend a fab weekend with him.

Awaiting Pay Day
I've got many things up my shopping list.
1) Triumph black bra- Argh. Its almost outta stock everywhere. I really like it!!! -frown.
2) Lingerie- Had eyes on one set..still scouting for better ones
3) Makeup
4) Clothes- Such as.. Sundress/ denims
5) Bag

I wanna visit Fling, for all their lingeries and inner wears!

Anyway, i wanna meet up with vic and yong kit hopefully on sunday. But their always busy on Sundays with tuition and stuff. Aiya. Saturday i'll be with my baby leh.. Girls, tell me if you can make it!!!!!

Barracks is holding a 500pax event today. *perspire* Aight. Will be able to see noinoi n catch up with her.. well oh well.






_Pics_

I'm into reflection now a days ---> (: :)


Here's a cool one with mah hot babe, Wan Jing.
Okay, its Germaine. Haha


One of my few solo photos


Different type of personaities:

Literally, STUCK UP. Haha


The introvert


Arrogant Ah Beng walking style

Expressive foot.

Oh, meet Zhiying!


Regular Bins.


My class' bin. Its our class culture to eat.
Yes, and alot.


Farewell

That bad day..

Insights: I'm quite useless

Shit. i spilled red wine and beer on myself and on a customer on saturday. I was super scared la. I mean, i should of course have been more careful.. Didn balance the wine glass and beer bottle on the tray properly when serving other drinks. Ahhhhh......... feel so shitty till today.

Then again, their lackin in staff strength. I'm working in from today till friday. wah seh.. Think i will be totally burnt out man.. And poor noinoi is so sick. Not sure if she's recovered.. Have a speedy recovery my darling!

It'll be a good long 5 days away from baby. But he promised a beach outing on a weekend. Better be my boy! I'd love to hit the beach with my new bikini till i get my perfect tan! haha.

I'm so afraid of spillage. Really. Argh. I'd be feelin so awkward if they station me as beverage runner again. Sigh.. And i'm quite shag, as if i'm having heavy eye balls and stuff. My eyes look so dead..

Lalala. Just hope everything will turn out fine and fall in place for me! =)

Cool stuff my classmate Moses did..

He turned the normal studded belt into..

Tadaah! a Fu** you belt.

How cool. Haha.

Rawk On people~

Aslyn- that's when i love you

Insights: No matter what, i love you anyway.

When you have to look away,
When you don't have much to say
That’s when I love you, I love you
Just that way.
To hear you stumble when you speak.
Or see you walk with two left feet,
That’s when I love you. I love you...endlessly.
And when your mad cuz you lost a game,
Forget I am waiting in the rain.
Baby I love you, I love you anyway..

Cuz here’s my promise made tonight,
You can count on me for life.
Cuz that's when I love you,
When nothing you do can change my mind.
The more I learn, the more I love,
The more my heart can't get enough..
That’s when I love you.
When I love you, no matter what.

So when you turn to hide your eyes,
Cuz the movie, it made you cry.
That’s when I love you, I love you,
A little more each time.
And when you can’t quite match your clothes,
Or when you laugh at your own jokes,
That’s when I love you.
I love you, more than you know.
And when you forget that we had a date,
Or that look that u give when u show up late.
Baby I love you, I love you anyway.

Cuz here’s my promise made tonight,
You can count on me for life.
Cuz that's when I love you,
And nothing you do can change my mind.
The more I learn, the more I love,
The more my heart can't get enough.
That’s when I love you,
When I love you no matter what.

That’s when I love you.
When nothing baby,
Nothing you do can change my mind.
The more I learn, the more I love,
The more my heart can't get enough.
That’s when, I love you
When I love you,
No matter what.

Dedicated Post

Insights: 这一刻 突然觉得好熟悉. 像昨天 今天同时在放映..
我努力为你改变, 却变不了预留的伏线.
感谢你能牵我的手, 我还能感受那温柔..

Yesterday night was enough for me, in fact almost too much.

The surge of emotions too hard to appease.

I'm changing the way i see things.

I don't really have an alternative. I don't wanna scarifice bigger things for it.

Trying to supress and accomodate my values.

Values about the things i used to believe in,

Values i've set for myself ever since.

'' In a relationship, its no longer about just him or her, but both taking the effort to make the choice in accepting each other for who they are'' -Edward, Camp

That was quoted from the bartender. Suddenly it makes so much sense to me..

This posts is kinda solemn.. kinda blue-ish, but I'd be glad if no one asks for details.

Its something i don't wish to talk about, for the reason that its too personal for me.

I'll be soo.. fine.



可惜不是你

这一刻 突然觉得好熟悉
This moment suddenly seems so familiar

像昨天 今天同时在放映
It is as if yesterday and today are screening each other

我这句语气 原来好像你
My tone is, after all, like yours

不就是我们爱过的证据
And that is the evidence of us having loved before

差一点 骗了自己骗了你
Almost deceived myself and deceived you

爱与被爱不一定成正比
Loving and being love is not always of the same amount

我知道被疼是一种运气
I know that love is a kind of luck

但我无法完全交出自己
But I am unable to give myself away completely

努力为你改变
Striving to change myself for you

却变不了 预留的伏线
But I cannot change the evidence that remains

以为在你身边 那也算永远
Thought that I would be by your side forever

彷佛还是昨天
And that everything would be the same as yesterday

可是昨天 已非常遥远
But yesterday has already become so remote

但闭上双眼 我还看得见
But when I close both my eyes, I can still see all that

可惜不是你 陪我到最后
It is a pity it is not you who will accompany me until the end

曾一起走却走失那路口
We walked together but separated at that intersection

感谢那是你 牵过我的手
Thanking you that it was you who used to hold my hands

还能感受那温柔
I can still feel that warmth

那一段 我们曾心贴著心
Back then, we kept our hearts together

我想我更有权力关心你
I think I have the right to care about you

可能你 已走进别人风景
Maybe you have already walked into the sceneary of another person

多希望 也有 星光的投影
How I hope that I, too, will have the projection of starlight



Feelin so much better after this song ^_^

My Break

Insights: Its my holiday

My off days from work seems like a great holiday to me. It puts me in the holiday mood. I'm enjoying my break sleepin in the whole day with baby yesterday. Been under serious lack of sleep with bout 4 hours sleep per day in the period i was working. Felt shag and cranky.

My appetite's really poor these days. When i get tired, sights of food gives me the *puking spells* But of course, i still have my food. I don't want to pass out. Lol.

Some thoughts to end with: I'm really thankful for people around caring for me.. People like noinoi, my baby and stanley? yea. Feels good to know i'm still under many's care and protection. I'm still growing up yah.. haha.

To share- Hot mama's langkawi trip's photos

Heavy swirling clouds above that came in a
split second? Tell me if that was scary..
Looks like a hurricane about to form.


*Pose for the cam*


Model of the day


This is hot.


Cute lil feeding session


bye bye all.

Barracks

Insights: All physched up. My life is entertaining me.

Started work at barracks on saturday. Shift's on this evening.. will rush down to school. oh. yeay.. noinoi is working today. I have a lady's company! haha. I absolutely love my job. As for now of course.. not sure how tough it may get in the future, but at this moment, LOVE IT. The stuff i could blabber all day about the ah beng that keeeps going '' Give me your number leh.. give me your number leh..'' to the interesting bartender that entertains me all day, and my favourite stanley whom have been so approachable, friendly and crappy.. haha. I feel so taken care of at work. * noinoi, i'll take care of myself. Don't worry. haha. I'll refrain from picking up bad behaviours. I'm a good girl* hehs.

I would either be in school, or at work. If not, at baby's. Feelin a lil busy, can only take time in class to blog. I've also been worrying about baby. I don't wanna neglect him for work. But in the mean time, things between me and him, and work is working out pretty well. He's supportive and i'm so thankful.

Oh my girls. where are you? Why is no one meeting up? If not, i'll disappear into my work.



How bout some pics to end off..


FnB- Barracks
Camp- Bar
House- Treatment places..


Barracks uniform
We look like such high school girls.


The cheeky bartender that served us coke in short glasses?? haha.


I forgot the name of the dish. Its expensive but pretty unique & healthy


Seven layer salad


My drawing of the day.
I drew this cartoon women & the bikini body above.


I must say i'm such an artist. You guys can agree.

I love World Wide Web

Insights: I'm in a '' shop like i'm filthy rich '' kind of mood.

In the real life, i'm so not. So not rich. I've been imagining myself being rich and havin lotsa fun. Haha. Well..this is what life is all about. Probably. Keep thinking of getting to the good times. For now, i'm trying really hard to come up with some savings. I'm also waiting desperately for my pay when i have not even officially started work. I know this is kinda joker. Haha.

So, in the mean time, i have been really paranoid about my working schedule. 3 days or 4 days week?? Its either 2 week day dinner shift + 1 full saturday or 3 week day dinner shift + 1 full saturday. Bleh. Noinoi.. advice me.

ALSO in the mean time, i have been surfing www( world wide web ). hahaha. Into the details, i've been looking up victoria secrets and for lingeries. Its always good to have a really girly classmate to do such ' market research ' together. Haha. I'm anticipating the Fling visit with germaine. Wanna get pretty bras. I'm into those pretty lingeries now tho i have never own any. Will i ever wear them? It remains a mystery. Well i did find out that there's this lingerie shop in town. Acessible location. However, i'm quite shy about the idea of a lingerie shop. Well, you know the 'skimpy' idea? Its so wrong. Then again. It shouldn't be right? I'm growing up! erm. okay. i shall stop ranting about my dilemma .

I'm in class now. My heart goes out to mabel for being in the same team with an irritating ass. I know she's pissed. So am i. Argh..i just detest him. He IS counterproductive and i am so sure.

I'm meeting noinoi later on to collect our work uniform. * dread* The collection is right down at barracks, down at ulu ulu dempsey hill dempsey road. We'll be altaring our skirts shorter. I dun wanna look like i'm wearing a curtain to cover my heavy butt to work.

Until my next entry..

For the faint hearted. Light stuff.

Insights: Feelin light.

This are some test results i've gotten from Blogthings. Hiack Hiack Hiack. I did not put up some crappy results. Which are not accurate as far as i understand myself. Haha.

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise! Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro. If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you. You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

You Should Wear A Black Bikini

You're too sophisticated to be a typical beach bunny... But you may need a bikini to wear to a swanky pool party!

What Color Bikini Should You Wear?

Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman

Inside you've got the passion and ideals of a teenager And your intensity for life is what attracts most of the men you date You also like to party - and quite often you're the life of the party You've brought the best of your younger years with you... at least most of the time.

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

The PJ's You Are Most Like: His Shirt

You're a loyal and caring girlfriend who can't get enough of her man So much so that you love to have him with you 24-7 And when he's gone, wearing his shirt is the next best thing

What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You?

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back. You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Feminine Are You?

You Are a Classic Bikini!

You are the type of gal who looks good in almost any bikini. Going for the understated look, you don't need a flashy bikini to turn heads.

What Kind of Bikini Are You?

You Are a Sleek Black Bra!

Subtle, sophisticated, and classy. You're not the first woman a man notices in the room... But you're the one he remembers a week later. You need a guy who will make a lasting impression on you too!

What Kind of Bra Are You?

You Are An Iris

You are a unique person who seeks out novelty in life. An inspiration seeker, you often have to change scenery to recharge. You don't deal well with structure or rules. You need to do it your own way. Your ideal relationships are free and flowing. No one can tie you down.

What Flower Are You?

You Are Raspberry Chocolate Lip Gloss

You tend to approach life as a fun game - being playful at every turn. You're a flirt with flair, and your the type most likely to surprise your date. But you're popularity doesn't stop with guys... you've got a great group of girlfriends too! You're fresh, aggressive, and more than a little sassy. The tangy taste of raspberry and watermelon goes great on your lips.

What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You?

I have pretty pleasant results and i'm happy about it. You guys might disagree violently or are in disgust. =p Well, i feel that i'm not that bad on the over all~ Weet.

How bout a 4 days week for work?

Insights: Cramps.

Uploaded some pictures of my day with my love on our anni. Took neoprint. Really nice. Haha. its been a long time since i took such nice neoprints. Furthermore with baby. Will have to scan it in *Love it*

Aimee wants to hit the beach on sunday. But i guess noinoi can't make it coz of some council stuff going on in school. Well, i'd really like to make it, but we would not have enough people. Only her, rox & me. I've also been thinkin about my work schedule. Is 4 days week to much? Will i get too tired? Will i have time for my baby? Will i have time for my friends? Will i have time to shop and play? Will i have energy for school? Hmm.. Wondering. But the money is attractive. It would allow me a few of happy splurges per month and random gifts for baby.

Well oh well, here are the pics:

I had my hands on right from the box and ribbons to the cupcakes.


my lovely Choc Cream Cheese cupcakes for my love


Customed lamp at Blu Jaz Cafe


That's my man. Say isn't he so se-weet?


Is the thumbs up for nice wrapping? Haha


Well, its pretty yumy.


Another close up. so blissful.


Yes. blissful is the word. *Smiles*

367th day together

Insights: Close to you, baby.

As my title suggests, we have entered the 2nd day after my anni. I had a splash of fun yesterday with baby. Did not do anything too extravagant or splurge on trips to where-ever. First time playing Mario cart at arcades together, dining at blu jaz cafe, catching transformers and romantic strolls at wee hours??? haha. Really enjoyed everything right from the start of day. But a tinch of guilt is bugging me for being 1/2 hr late. Sorry sweetie pie! Anyway, i took some photos. Just some. Will put em' up soon. Oh, i baked chocolate cream cheese cupcakes for baby too. Was pretty delicious. Baby said he liked it a lot and is expecting my future 'works'! Its much much better than my previous choc cupcake. Gotta admit it was quite sweet and not as rised. Some where past a flop, near acceptable. I'm so diggin the concept of '' a wife whipping up meals and desserts for her beloved husband.'' Was just thinkin. Haha.

Feelin really tired. But i really really enjoyed my time with my lil apple pie. Haha. Don't ask me why apple pie. I just like it. These 2 full days with him felt like a holiday. It would be difficult for me to have too much of him. Its just not right. *laughs*

Night night baby and all the young people & old folks. Haha