Party Party~

Insights: Not so much of quiet nights lately

I am soo used to partying. I know i'm like those noob who's just started partying, very impressed by fancy music & people. Most of all in a cheena way, very 'gian' . Yup. But i guess its really because i've found a really cool club buddy. And she's my PR manager at skin. She's in her mid twenties. And have stopped partying ever since several years back. I made her a party animal once again! Haha. And i can tell she's even more 'gian' then me. She's always the one suggesting shots and waterfall. Even i am scared of her. She can be really crazy. But after all, she really takes care of me. Dancing have been enjoyable. Its really been very long since i last danced.

These 2 months working full time at skin has really changed my body. In a bad way. Aside from being intoxicated almost everyday, my appetite hasn't been good these few days. And my mencers even more irregular than before. It isn't very significant, but oh well. Every one knows its bad for health. Next monday will be my last day as full time. I'll have a week of rest before school starts for year 2.

Its gonna be difficult for me to adapt to school. Help. no more late night partying. All the laptop and shit. Argh.

*off to work*
Laters ya'll.

Weak

Insights: Feelin; physically weak.

Too much of standing at work. I'm having tired tired legs. Prob too much of chilli these days. I've got the runs. My tummy is veryyy uncomfortable.

Oh. noinoi has got a great job. i hope work has been smooth and great for her. Oh my goodness. And all the hunks displayed before her.. I bet its almost heaven. ( Not until she gets one. Haha )

Bx is going gaming with his guys later. I'll have my acitivities laid out.

Insights: Still guilt-ridden. And very hungry.

Its 2.45pm now. After going on, on how guilty i am for being bad, and viewing numerous blogs, checked e mails, checked out online shops that do not appeal to me at all to past time, bx is still not up and awake. He can really sleep a lot. To think he slept later than me yesterday after i got home like a goner ( but i still bathed before i sleep ), i still don't know why he only slept at 8ish am. What was he doing for the few hours from 5ish? Chatting online with a scandal? Erm, banging on the keyboard like a pro gamer? Was so angry+worried at me being tipsy that he couldn't sleep? Aiya. Later i will ask him.

And after boozing tons last night, i am really suuuuuuuper hungry. I'm actually starving. I hate to wait for him to wake up. Coz i always wake up earlier than him even if we slept at the same time. And i've already waited for 1 hr plus. Okay lah. I'll just admit its not very long. But i am very hungry!!!!!!!!

I will go and disturb his sleep now.

Losing senses

Insights: Confused; mixed feelings

The reason why i'm doing up an entry right now, is because i don't know how to put my feelings into words to converse with people. I need time to think and pen it down. Its not any dispute i had, or problems i faced. Its especially not bx, its not family, its just me! To sum it all, it would probably be: LACK OF SELF DISCIPLINE. yup. I do stupid things when i don't think.

Its a little too much of partying. Way too much of drinking. You lose your senses. Sigh. T-I-P-S-Y again last night. Thanks to my girl, Zee! Gosh. This time, it was absinthe!! and absinthe. and wine, and wine. Bottoms up was crap. You see.. now you know how cranky i'll end up after all those intoxication. I get stupid, do stupid things. Family and bx is worried everytime i drink. I know!! I am soooo sorry my beloved people. Hmm.. i will rid drinking from my currently, almost everyday affair.

I am feelin super guilty for being childish & playful. Furthermore hang over is getting me. The pukey feeling is sinking in.



I will be a changed teen!!! help.

Wake up Rowena!

Insights: I feel like slapping myself. Wake up Rowena, WAKE UP!!

I am so pissed with myself. I am remorseful. I am full of regrets. I owe my mother an explanation. I owe myself a scolding. I've checked my results. My GPA is below 3. Wth!! I know its DAMN BAD. And if i should damn, i should damn myself! Thanks to my perpetual late coming. Its all because i accidentally ( I was late ) missed 2 out of 4 UTs for the easiest module on earth, CULTURE. I got a freakin 1.5 Grade Point only!!!!!! I should really kill myself. Or maybe. Just wake up. WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP.

I could just imagine if noinoi was here, she would start her mother-style reprimanding and go.. '' See lah. I told you. First year cannot play wan. Tell you don't listen. Its really damn bad loh. It will pull down your overall grades in the future. Play lah... Play some more.. Better work harder next sem. You so lazy! of course lah..'' and on and on. Haha.

Okay. To the world: On a very serious note, I will TRY to quit my perpertual late coming for school.

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2 days ago at work, i had :

1 x white wine
0.5 x gin tonic ( it sucks. Gin sucks )
2 x 1800 Anejo tequila shots
3 x sex on the beach shots
1 x mysterious unknown cocktail bartender made for me. which was good!


Heh heh. Pretty big improvement right? haha. But my limit is still ashaming low. Apparently mum and bx is really unhappy about me drinking. Guess its time to cut down on frequency and quantity:))

My favourite drink now, would be Pussyfoot. Hahaha. Rocks. Suitable for kids & the weak.

:)) I'm gonna bathe. Laters!

Shopping Therapy

Insights: I've had shopping therapy; I love being a consumer.

Yeay. i've shopped my fair lil bit yesterday and today. I am veryyy deprived of shopping. Thus, i'm veryyy happy! Hehs. I'm just feeling a bit worried of being cheated. lol. I would be very angry at myself if i was. Bought this cream at heeren, which i thought might have been sold much cheaper at other places. * Sulks * yes, it was an impluse buy!

Oh, back to my phone! Hmm.. went down to the police station. The cock-ster police did not even know such a safety function existed and it could be activated! Grr. He wanted us to go back to starhub to confirm that the no. that the message was sent from was the culprit's no. before returning to lodge a report at any station if needed. Like DUH. Of course it is!! Its a 9XXX XXXX. Its not like any no. from any subscriber ( ex. STARHUB!! ) Its all due to the police's ignorance that is causing me so much hassle. Shit lah. I got the phone pretty cheap.. Its quite a bit of hassle to go through to retrieve the phone. Its definitely worth a skip. But i'm just damn pissed with the culprit. I'll try my best still.

Rox bought a pink cybershot camera from sony:)) Its a 7 mega pixel. She got it with many free gifts thrown in, at the Suntec IT Fair today. I bet its gonna be filled with thousands of self taken photos. Haha. Okay lah, and some nice one of others=p


Okay. I'm gonna get back to the sofa & finish the rest of the soccer match on tv with bx. Nite!!

Lost phone

Insights: Lost Phone.

M.O.S took my club virgin last night, after work. Went over to clarke quay at 3ish after work with bx and colleague. Damn. Lost my phone. Think my handphone pouch dropped loose from my landyard. It was less than 3 mins that i realised my phone was missing. I could not track where it was after. Calls after calls bx made. At first, my cell was ringing. No one picked up. Next, it was engaged all the way. And then, this idiot changed his/her sim card into my phone at bout 6am, not knowing i have activated the cell tracking thingy. Thus, baby and my mum received an sms from that idiot's hp no. and a code. I'm waiting for baby to wake up and accompany me down to the neighbourhood police station to file a report. They would be able to retrieve his particulars. I want my phone back! I know my phone sucks. But i don't wanna lose it to suckers. Sigh.
Well, only fortunate thing that happened to me last night was bumping into noinoi at M.O.S! Hehs. I miss you noinoi....

Mum is ranting on and on. Rox is pissed. I am irritated.

I think after filing the report, i'm heading town:) Shopping malls, here i come!!

The Valentines 08

Insights: Finally!

Yup. a very outdated event that should have been up. So it is now! Me and baby had our Vday night at the Night Safari! :) I must say we had pretty good luck with the animals. All were up and active, we had really good view of em. The thing is, we had no digicam with us. Yeah, so none of the pictures were of the animals. Its just us! Muahaha.

At the entrance

Bx acting paranoid.

All the rats were hiding from the cam.

This is a huge, disgusting, thick tail rodent. PUI!

Lotsa map reading!

Happy loving, world! Happy Belated Vday

Just Bored

Insights: Feelin; bored, the Singapore way. ''SIAN''

Bored because i have work later on. Its not tough, just the same thing over n over again almost everyday. Well, i know that's life and i should quite complaining. But i don't really care. Anyway, its my blog! i can say whatever i want to. Haha. Oh, back to work. Its been the same. Other than doing cashiering and some service, i either drink coke, or juice(my pick would be orange/cranberry), or water, then pee, then drink again, then pee again, then drink more, and pee more. I reaally pee a lot at work cos' when there's nothing to do, the only best entertainment is pouring a glass of beverage and drink. Jeesh.

Well, yesterday was grandma's birthday celebration at uncle's house, plus rox got a haircut! Her first short hair in a veryyy long time. Maybe when we were back in lower primary. Hehs. And i think it looks good:) Well, it aint really really short.

Oh. Noinoi is closing her blog. i'll miss her entries. i hope its temporary. haha. i hope she'll come back soon with an encouraged spirit:) oh, along with the vanishing of her posts, i have lost all of her links as well. People such as Katherine and Joanne of whom i know. I enjoy reading Ericia's posts too :((

Off i am, gonna prepare for work. And before i hit tanjong pagar for dinner/lunch with bx, i'm making my way to town for some brownies to surprise him. Heh heh.

* I NEED TO TAN AND SHOP.

*WELL I THINK THE THING I NEED MOST IS REST (I HAVE DARK CIRCLES) AND TIME.

*WHEN I HAVE TIME I CAN REST, TAN AND SHOP.

*urgh.