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Tuesday, 28 August 2007

Therapeutic Rain


Insights: Hmm... rainy off day.

Meeting my baby later at town. But i'm feeling very.. erm.. what is the word... grey? yeah. Grey. Its been raining outside for a long time. Perhaps all across this island. I should be excited and all to go shopping with baby but.. for no idea why.. i'm just feeling grey today. Maybe its the rain. But on the contrary, the rain's making me feel quite relaxed. I like this kinda long pouring rain. Its therapeutic? Haha. The soft pouring sound beyond the glass windows, the dim sun light, and not to forget the trinklets on my window pane! Ooo.. i like.. best if i had my baby's accompany. * Grins * Maybe i'll be feeling better after i hit the malls.. -fingers crossed-

I'm having lotsa stuff up my shopping list again. But i'm not gonna get em' all. I wanna restrict myself to not spending so much. I mean, at least have some savings yeah? So, i kept on thinking on what to illuminate on my shopping list. And after giving many thoughts to it.... i.... got myself out of the shopping mood-.- How smart yeah. I'm gonna shop cluelessly later.

many thoughts i have recently.. will probably jot em' down in this cute lil blog soon. Hahahahaha... yeah. - gives out a sigh as i run through the things in my mind -

Have not been updating my blog as often.. coz i've either been working or out with baby. Oh..will updates some pics that we took on my best friend's birthday some time soon=) Will now get my lazy ass moving to meet my sweetheart.

Alright. Till i blog.. again!

Sunday, 19 August 2007

Lagger

Insights: I no longer can dance

Its been too long ever since the last time i've dance. Seriously, TOO LONG. I guess i've lost my dancing spells. That makes me feel crippled. Haha. I mean.. hmm... i need to get enrolled in some school.. to start dancing again.

Something new: I'm feeling reggae!

Well.. will someone give me some directions? i'm really clueless on where to start off..

I have nothin better to do now, since its near 2am. No shows, no activity. So i'm blogging.. Recapping bout yesterday at the same time, and i'm laughing to myself. I drank at Barracks last night.. and its a joke to see me drink. Well.. what can i say.. LOL



Hope shopping and KTV tomorrow will not be cancelled and i'll have a happy day!

Wednesday, 15 August 2007

Stan's our boss.

Insights: Phew


Its been bout a week i guess since i've last blogged. Will continue ranting bout my own unspectacular life..



I was so down at work yesterday after my dear dear stanley told me bout how stressed and down he was. He got himself a lil drunk and his mood was very agitated. Tried to pacify him but he drank even more after his friends and fellow close colleagues came along. I miss him now. Hope he does not leave me behind in Barracks. I was very touched when Henry, one of my captains, said this.



'' We don't care about others and what they say ( This goes out to the management and shareholders ) As long as we keep our morale high, get things done, we do it our way cause we're all working for one boss. And he's stanley. Who said we were working for Chung and Cynthia!? ( Those who call the shots )''





You could see how loyal many of the crew are to stanley. Stanley usually cracks jokes and says, ''Everybody loves me..'' But ya know what? Its true. Its so true. Everyone loves stanley because he takes heart and pride in his crew. He's the man. Most of the crew here would not be here, and learnt much stuff to be who they are without Stanley. Like wise to say, they would not be here, if stanley isn't here. Correction. maybe, WE wouldn't stay if THE MAN leaves. *crossing fingers* Prayin hard everything turns out fine. Peace-

Oh. My laptop got switched off by someone accidentally halfway through my entry. Feeling too sympathetic over the whole tremendous pressurising situation for stanley to get angry at that someone. Feeling thankful to blogger for having the auto save system.

I've finally gotten my lazy arse back to school. I think science is interesting to know, but like many others, I HATE to work on science. Yucks. And i'm not doing anything at all in lessons. Heck. Cool right. haha. Its coming the end of semester and i have declared my own holidays, which are a week or 2 earlier than the others. Ha. That's for me being hardworking and scoring my attendance at the start of semester. Now i am a licensed slacker.



Touching on a whole new topic i've never touched before. And to all that doesn't know, i am a christian. I'm no good christian to start with. But i do consider myself as a christian.. Its something stucked with me..and i hope for life. Anway, i suppose being a christian ( first putting aside the ''pastor's wife'' title ) and going back to the basics, shouldn't one not involve in sexual related exposure? I mean you know..like those dirty dancing and skimpy clothings in most music videos. I will not penalise this MTV because i think its well done and to much extent, is hot. ( except for the ending..its so lame ) However....... Sun Ho? Hmm... well... a question. Will she then consider this as an acceptable kind of media exposure that will glorify her supposed christian faith? I thought this was kind of dissapointing for her ex-title or what so ever of a worship leader. Judge for yourself..


Jeesh.


alright man.. its quite a long post.

vic-
Haha. I didn know u changed your url you freak! Now i have to change my link's url. Urgh. Haha..anyway, miss you a lot! Ya man..hang out soon. Talking nonsense + hot gossips + shopping sounds good. When are you free?

Tuesday, 7 August 2007

Dear Diary..

Insights: My jaw's gonna drop.

I have been eating mua chee consecutively these few days. Man, my jaw is so pain from all the munching and chewing. its a disgusting feeling..

Work yesterday was very tiring. Not sure why too. It was not too packed, but most of the part timers were sent back at 11pm. Had lotsa closing stuff to do. Argh. Oh yah, Met Vanessa Yap yesterday at work! Such a coincidence. My primary school mate! She's a new one in barracks. One of. There are so many many new people from some agency. Spamming of china teens. Hmm..

I'm gonna cut my hair and trim my brows soon. I promise. My hair is so yucky. I cannot take it anymore.

I miss baby so much. I reached home at 1plusam yesterday, had a donut and a slice of egg mayo bread and headed straight to bed. I didn even bathe. I was very tired. Snuggled in when baby's call came in. Such a sweetie.. Although it was quite late, baby still made sure i was home safely. Baby always waits for my call at night at would be by the phone. I think he deserves many many smooches. Hehs. * muah muah muah muah muah * Love ya my honey baby..I know you dote on me the most..that's why i'm your lady! -winks-

Random pics..

Zhiying the smoker wannabe


forced to smoke? laughs.


Me, baby and Zen at jail on monopoly,
at the same round.

Baby's the snail. i'm Patrick! Zen's spongebob.







Alright.Wheepee.

Monday, 6 August 2007

Random recollection

Insights: Dreading school, awaiting work=)

I enjoy work a lot. That much that i like to work. I mean, its a really blessed thing to find a job that you like and would not dread reporting for it. Oh..talking about work, i flared up at work on Fri, coz it was so freaking busy. I mean, it was crazy busy! I'm so dead serious. It was so busy and tiring that i felt like crying. Hmm...We were so short handed. Most of the stuffs were newbies. Argh. But Stanley and Chef Ho were really really nice.. they knew i was so dead tired. I was feeling really blue.. They called me in to have a drink with them at the end of the day and cheered me up.. I really appreciated it. They are such darlings!

Stayed over at Baby's on friday. Baby stayed over at my place on Sat. Collected the dunkin donuts i ordered and went over to Baby's on Sunday. Haha. I must say we're a sticky couple.

My DESPERATE needs:
my pay.
a haircut.
to dye my hair.
an eyebrow trimming session.
more bottoms.
Slip-in foot wear


i am so ugly. Eeks. I need a revamp.

I'm feelin..
beach! sun, sand, water, babes, hunks, volleyball, tanning, flaunting of bikinis..
my bed.. I am so sleepy.

I wanna go shopping. Love shoppin with my baby. I feel so good to always have my baby's accompany.. Thanks sweetheart! =) Hmm.. feels like it cannot be helped that i'm drifting apart from some others.. I won't name coz i wouldn't want to make it obvious, but i guess there's really very few ones whom really knows me up to date. Things that are happening, my fun times, my blue times, my paranoid times, my grumpy times and stuff.. yah. Anyway. Its okay. Baby once said that this is life. People come and go. Let's just hope not all will leave. And those whom come are nice! haha.

Sigh. Sigh . Sigh. Miss many girls.
Thanks for tagging my blog noinoi.. really miss you. Have not seen you for the longest time.. Do take care of your health. You're a weak one.. so take extra care of yourself!=) And vic. If you're reading this. You have a freakin boring blog. I promise. Haha. Oi.. don't even know what you're busy with sia.. So long didn meet up alrdy. Can you please tell me when you're free? Seems like you're busier than me girl.. HELLO! Don't disappear please. Kit, hmm. what can i say. The day you are free from school, exams, piano lessons and tuition... Please lemme know. Phew. Don't know when it will be man..

Miss you girls


For now.

Thursday, 2 August 2007

Oops.

Insights: I'm starting to hate class. Actually, only VB.

Yes, i'm in VB class nw. Freaking boring i promise. I feel like leaving. So feel like leaving. Maybe i shouldn't. Maybe i may. Maybe after presentation. Coding sucks. I'm allergic to it. My mind's in a blank now.

Saddening fact: Its so disappointing. I'm gaining fats again. I'm so deadly fat nw. No lie. My tummy is bulging like... Moses Lim ( Tan ah teck..remember? ). Haiz.. yah. So sad.

Oh. On Tuesday night.. i got most of the barracks' staff contact. Learnt about Clement that he wasn't in his best mood in the noon.. So, i text him after work, bout 11plus pm. My message was a clean cut decent, speaking on the line of take care kind?? I promise. But apperently, Clement was asleep. And his wife, probably having her post natal depression sort of, replied me. I thought to myself, SHIT. This was her exact reply:

Ya he aslp.im his wife here.thank 4 ur CONCERN.



I was stunned. Hope she doesn't find fault with her husband or something.. I told germaine and Baby this.. Its okay to offend someone's girlfriend, but its not okay to offend someone's wife! That's what i feel la.. Guess Clement doesn't even know that i text him that day. Oops.

Yesterday... was my holiday! 1 day off school. Went over to baby's for the whole day. Made topshell with chilli and lime. Muahaha. That's good stuff=p Oh yah.. and lime jelly. Woohoo. All REALLY easy to prepare..hiack hiack. Really love my honey baby to bits, atoms and molecules?? haha. well..whatever tiniest bit. Okay. a lil exaggerating.. but on the whole, yeap! Muah muah. Love ya sweetheart. Thanks for all the times with you. Thanks for making me a happy person. Thanks for letting me know how much i mean to you * pecks on cheeks *

Okay..i wanna find something to do.. Why not... Lemme introduce my workmate to ya!

This is Calvin! He is a superb worker. Serious. This part timer is no where less efficient than any captains.One of the best there.. Super impressed!!

Shots at House.

Sneak peek at the desserts?? Hmm...


Greedy fella out in action! Haha


My try..


Greedy too.. haha.


Pretty Calvin smiling for cam


Pretty cake


Fabulous cookies!



That's all. Hmm... can't wait for work tonight. VB sucks. Eeks.