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Thursday, 28 June 2007

Darling Daddy

Insights: I feel busy. The blog feels empty.

I've been busy accompanying baby everyday. Taking the day off today. Been really busy doing baby's gift these few nights. It explains why i have no pictures to upload. Have put together almost everythin. Late nights, late nights and more late nights. -tired-

Today is baby's last paper! Muaa....ck. All the best cutie pie!

Oh. Kevin korkor brought his baker girlfriend back yesterday. Haha. Yea. They made us wait for more than an hr for their dinner at west plaza. We were done with our dinner, looking at the pathetic cold food and waiting for them-.- Daddy was such a darling to buy us lotsa breakfast cereals and bread. Was really touched. We don't get to see daddy often, but every meeting is really heart warming..

I actually forgot that mummy was coming back from holiday tomorrow. House chores have been piling up. Gonna settle all the rubbish today. Hope it'll be spanking clean.

Oh. guys, catch this old movie, ''I am Sam '' if you have not. Really touching story of father's love and kinship. Love it.

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Wednesday, 27 June 2007

I miss the moments

Insights: feeling really bored in class

Like on any usual days, i feel like i'm floating along this routinal life. My foot are used to traveling along the same old route to school, and then either from school to home my 2nd home sweet home ( baby's place ). The thought of traveling bores me, but it doesn't bother me that much. I can do it. Tomorrow will be baby's last paper. Just nice ending before our anni reaches!

Anni's on Sat. And i can't wait. I've been thinking about that day since 2 months+ ago. People around have heard me planning, planning and talking about it. My mind is on it almost every minute. I remind myself of baby's present constantly. My gift should be done by today or tommorow. Can't leave it till Fri coz baby might be staying over. I don't wanna live by my anni like any ordinary day. It shall be a hot date kay baby? hehs.

Alright. 2 ulcers. one by the lips. Healing. The other is at the back of my cheek in my mouth. Its real bad coz my whole right inner cheek is swelling and the ulcer hurts real bad.

Nothin much to update, just been around baby these few days. I'm having the craving to swim, cook and bake. But i need time out. Haiz. Been keeping myself a lil too busy to have such plans. Ahhh.... i need a break.

Miss noinoi too. Miss the days when we could go to Tampines Mall for only 2 hrs of shopping, or head down to town at 8pm from home? haha. Silly things we do. But really enjoy such a darling's company. When we rushed the housechores together in order to go out so that mummy wudn nag.. when we talk about everything till wee hours.. when we have happy shopping trips together, when we scrimp and save together. Many precious days..

Miss my buds too. Vic.. i'm getting no news of you. We have not been contacting each other. You don't update your blog as often. =( Kit. We need to meet up. Miss our shopping trips a lot!

Lalala. Feels like no one else is as bored as me this moment.

Monday, 25 June 2007

I spend too much

Insights: oOo..choc muffin!

I spend too much. I've actually spent 10 bucks only in half a day on school food. That's sick for a poor kid. Haha. But i'm really into the choc muffin and teh-o ice. It was my lunch. I had chicken chop for breakfast. Wahaha.

Baby missed a test today. Hope he's able to retake the test someday with that MC he got. Going over later to accompany baby. Know you're a lil stressed baby. I'll be with you through the exams. Jia you!!

Hmm..on a second note, I need time to finish baby's gift! I have no more extra $ to splurge on a 2nd present too. Gotta save $ for a good enough dinner. If i keep meeting him everyday, i won't be able to finish the gift on time. Urgh. I'll have to speed things up. Can't wait for it to be completed. Nothing too fancy or big anyway..

I have this craving for baking now. Probably some choc & cheese/ peanut butter cupcakes. I wanna try something out soon. So girly oh feminine. I like~

My muffin & teh-o ice (not like you can see the drink itself. Haha)


oOo. Mouth watering


yeay. Ending class soon. * stretches back*

For the past few days, i have been..

Insights: Melts our day together

Yeay. I was feelin very very down yesterday, extremely. I deleted that post. Didn want to look back on unhappy posts. Baby totally put the smile on my face. Or rather say the laugh. Haha. Feelin all light & sweet again. Baby stayed over on Friday. I stayed over at Baby's yesterday. A good 2 days together!

Recap. Friday, i went for fitting for the uniform for work remember? Yea. with mitch. No pictures, but looks like some high school white collar top and navy blue skirt-pants kinda bottom. Quite alright. And i was really excited when i heard bout the pay. We're paid pretty well. So i'm all anticipating work. We had yong tau foo at Lucky plaza. IT WAS 5 STAR LA! really quality delicious. I bought a dark red bikini that day too. It was on a stunning 70% at the island shop in Paragon. Weet. I had to get it. Freaking cheap & really good! Buy of my life. Ahaha.

Today, mummy flew off for her beach, resort holiday at Langkhawi with all the aunties & uncles. But i sure think she looks hotter than any of them. Haha.

Spam of pictures:

My pretty mummy


Baby doin his work while i do the housechores.
*shy* sounds like husband & wife right. Haha


I mean. Study the floor. I swept it spankin clean alright.


My love, the Santa Claus. Haha.
-Shaving cream it is


The 5 star yong tau foo!!
Looks ordinary right..BUT ITS SO NOT.


I discovered this really huge comb for only 3.90
Who's head is so big that needs it??


My debut showcase of my bikini collection.
11 sets they are. And still going.
The last red set is the one i got at sales. Its the best of them all. Haha


I think baby's loves my collection. Its hot. Haha


I used a corn plaster with red freaking medicine that leaks out and kills my other skin cells-.-
Now, not for the faint hearted. I cut my corn open when it was not ready to be taken out.


This was the 1st day after using a corn plaster


... And the 2nd day after it with my very dirty foot.


Corn before it was cut open yesterday.


Oh. These are bout 140 bucks from Ninewest. Its on sales. I'm so into it.
But no $ no buys. Well....



Delicious banana muffins from RP's library cafe.
I didn take a pic of the choc muffin. Its as good. -favourite-


Baby buffed his nail when i was doin mine that day.
To think he was better than me!!


Man..I know its freaking gay, but i was impressed. Haha. He got the skills from his elder sis.


Me and darling Mitch out on Fri evening


I look like there's something smelly around.
She looks about to kiss.
Haha. What contrast.



Alright. I have school tomorrow. More treats from library cafe i insist. Peace to all.

Baby, you know i'm for you=D

Thursday, 21 June 2007

Blue

Insights: Feelin low & moody these 2 days

I'm super easily irritated by anyone. Now including my sweetheart. I feel so guilty to even say that, but i really cannot help it. I can act like i'm not unhappy & all, but i'll ignite totally. I can tell he's getting a lil impatient coz i keep showing a long face. black face. grumpy face. aiya. what ever ya call it. Maybe its nearing that time of the month? Haiz. Anyway, i'm so sorry my dear. Hope you'll understand. He just left my place..I didn want him too.. but he had to catch a bus & the last train at Khatib. Man..it feels really bad to not have him by my side when i'm all emo & stuff.. I do have stuffs to update & pics. Will do that tomorrow.. Not in the mood now. Feelin all blue & tired. Will catch my sleep and prepare myself for the whole day out tomorrow. i'll be at Shaw Centre after school with Mitch for my uniform fitting. I'm gonna work as a waitress in some new restaurant down around town area. Yea. Solely for the reason that i'm too depressed feelin broke.

Baby i miss you. Hope you're really able to keep your work on schedule & stay over tomorrow. But if you can't, it'll be pretty fine too. Don't hurry yourself. I'm feeling so much blue without you.

Nights people. I'm going to send all the blues on a choo-choo train to dreamland. :)

Wednesday, 20 June 2007

I need $ to have fun

Insights: I need some exciting and comforting dates to smoothe my day out

Today, is boring & extremely slow paced. I'm now in freaking school. All i did in class today was, check out blogs, links of blogs, more links of blogs, & blog on mine. Well, that's all i've done. No work involved. Probably coz i don't catch anything and i'm too crapped out to even think about science? yea.

Waiting either to get a job real soon & receive my pay or for a bomb of money to drop on me & ignite. Raining cash on my face. I really don't mind. I'm feeling really restrained to have fun times for the very fact that my weight conscious wallet is on a ridiculous slimming plan reducing it to almost its own structure. I mean, it was extreme. Worrying over baby's gift now. & i mis shopping for makeup and good clothes. Its been a long time since i could go on a shopping trip. DEPRIVED!

Anyway, read a really disturbing blog. I won't bother to elaborate on the details. Pointless.

Oh. anyway, i didn work on my gift for baby yesterday. I met him instead. I've been meeting him everyday for almost a week now. My sunshine baby is out hitting the beach right now with his volley mates:) The irritating thing now is that i'm still itching like crazy on my hands after the rash subsided. Its been really several several days now & i'm still itching like mad! Mopikos doesn't help much.

I've had this really hard thing growing on my foot. I bought the corn plasters & i'm so looking forward to bout 2 days from now? That hard thing would come out & leave a whole in my foot. How cool! haha. Baby, kevin korkor, rox are having the same thing. Rox is using my corn plaster. I hope to get really good shots of the whole in our foot.

Class on usual days


My corn plaster on stubby toes:)


Vic, kit. I need to go on a shopping spree with you guys. -desperate-

Tuesday, 19 June 2007

Baby ally whatever!

Everyone who loves adorable sights, let this buffer. And enjoy! My absolute favourite!!!!

Class is dreadful & boring so i blog.

Insights: Feelin tired because i'm really bored

I'm now in school.. Just done my presentation which was not outstanding. A so-so every day will get to see kind. Coz we're all REALLY bored. Maybe it is the holiday mood that we were supposed to shake off our butts. We're all feelin lazy.

Anyway, i miss blogging. Its been a few days. During these days, i met up with kit & vic once. We had some fun definitely.. & i saw a really gorgeous top from Forever21. I really like the material..But i'm really broke now. So sad. Gotta save up for another of baby's gift..hehs:) I've been working on the gift i have for baby now. Thinking of it makes me happy.. I'm not having any appoinments today. So, i'm quite excited to head home & work on baby's present. I've got pretty materials waiting for me.. Need some more materials so i would probably get it later on the way back?

Oh. Wait. I just remembered he hasn't check my recent entries out. Haha. Haiz.. Its Okay! He will one day.. hehs.

Now, my whole family except my parents do have a blog. Korkor kevin & leon, Rox, Mitch, Me. This is kinda fun. No one links no one. Wahaha.

Btw, just to let kit know, the brushes i got from Sasa are really handy to use. You gotta get the tools too! Hehs.

Us at kids fair, Ngee Ann City..

Look at my waistpouch & vic's cool bag. Haha


What a pretty sight. Oh.. I got a pj at this fair:)


Auww..Close buds. & I tried smoky blue on my eyes that day.


The spaghetti top. I think it can look sexy. I THINK. haha.
But quite bare at the bust area..


Should i save for it? Hmm...


Alright. I would definitely blog again when i have stuff to. Randomly. Haha.

Saturday, 16 June 2007

Stunned is the word

Insights: Interesting day

Woke up, stunned. Had super wacky dreams!!

1) dreamt of a funny incident, left me smiling and giggling from my sleep. I stunned my mother coz i sleep with her. I was so embarrassed. Haha.

2) dreamt that i was spitting my phlegm into the basin like i always do in actual fact. I ended up spitting some saliva outta my mouth as i was sleeping!!! I woke up right away & stunned myself for the greatest time. My goodness. What's happening?? ArhHhHhhHh!!

3) dreamt that my mencers came. Mine does not usually come so early in the month. I actually knew that it was only the 14th or 15th & my mencers was super early. Too alert to be true in a dream.

4) dreamt that baby's parents became these 2 skinny, full of disease old & eeky people. His dad was mentally senile & blur. His mother wanted to bury herself and his dad together alive. Guess it was some ritual or somethin. I was so worried. Duh right!!

5) Plus more wacky stuff that's not convenient to mention. Haha.


Alright. After recovering all the wierd scenarios, i went to town with noinoi for an interview for job. It was alright.. would probably work as waitress in July..Then we went shopping!! Noinoi bought 2 dresses, 2 pair of sandals & a bag. Phew. I was on budget..so bought make up brushes only. I got them from Sasa. Its cheap & good. Have not used them but.. quality's quite good. Bought 4 brushes under 20bucks! Yeay..I got the concealer brush, 2 eye shadow brushes of different size and one slanted eye brush. Woohoo. My lil tool kit to better make up? Haha. I hope.

Hmm..i guess baby hasn't read my blog. I'll make him do. Haha. Anyway, this is to you baby: I miss you lots.. I really do. Heard your voice over the phone & i felt so happy. Though was a lil impatient because you were really into your game that got you listening half heartedly & i had to repeat my words. But u made effort to call me back after we hung up. It made me really happy. I know your game is important:) All girls should learn to see that point. All guys = gamers ( to different extents only ). Haha. I really really crave for you right now. See you soon soon, tomorrow evening alright?

Dry eyes. I'm having the rashes that baby had on his limbs on my hands & worse, my face. Though its milder, but yucks. Hope it'll go away soon. Alright.. nights!

Friday, 15 June 2007

I'm a swimmer.

Insights: So in love. It got into my head.

I was with baby THE WHOLE DAY. It felt like a date i was deprived of in some time. Haha. Kidding. But it felt really sweet to have just one another & spend the whole day together.

We went swimming! In the past, the most i could swim in a shot was 1/4 lap of a small pool. So loser. Today, i could swim 1/2 a lap!! Wah seh.. now i am cool. Wahaha. I did a total of 3 to 4 laps today. Its a really big improvement from my usual 1/2 a lap right!! I feel so proud of myself. I better exercise more.. yea. Good job rowena. Keep it up! Hehs..

Short post, just to compliment myself.. Heehee..

Love today.

Wednesday, 13 June 2007

Girls need a theme outing

Insights: Have a theme make up outing. Watya girls think?

Haha. Yes. I'm watching smoky eye make up tutorials on youtube. I'm so inspired when i saw kelly's blog. She had some older pictures up having different theme make up coz she's working at M.A.C ( Eg. Barbie & Gothic ) Come' on. We keep saying we're so very into make up. We gotta give ourselves some reasons to put em' on. Its gonna be so fun!!! Alright. Exciting. Probably smoky eyes? We could do up on Christina Aguilera look with the nude shades and red lipstick. I have no idea how to actually. Whatever. Just trying out.. Hehs. I'm really looking forward to it although no one has agreed. Woohoo. Make it this week ok? I start school next week:(

Oh. yeay.. will be going for a swim with baby tmr morning. Hope the weather would be good. I miss baby.

Alright..some photos from yesterday's KTV session which baby rocked. Haha..

Baby w baby face GuoLiang. Aren't they cute? Haha



Me & my love.


Aimee w her butter walnut cake


I tried it. Haha. Yea..yummy.


Oh. My mum said she wanted to borrow my red sailor bikini to her holiday at Langkawi. Sian. Hmph. I'm gonna catch more make up videos. Haha. C ya!

Tuesday, 12 June 2007

My plain obsessions.

Insights: Love is in the air, i say he's my baby. i say he's my man.

Alright. I feel like such a loser. Mitch said she was not feelin well & we didn go for the swim after hours of waiting for her to awake from her beauty slumber-.- Sian right.. It left me & baby feelin, BORED. We decided to take a straight bus ( 88 ) from my place to AMK central to have our favourite chicken chop & cutlet. Yumm...always nice! Comments: On form, superb. Off form, still nice. Haha.

We then proceeded to baby's. Yeap. Was feeling really sweet in love after some issues.. It should be the long mutual eye contact, the really romantic conversations & more.. Hehs. What more could i say. So speechless bout baby. You people can see for yourselves. That's my love..

Rox got her pink Nintendo DS Lite today! So cool. But quite ex. Yea..everything would be 300+. If i so have the money..i would have gotten it. Haha. Its really fun & interactive. I prefer it over PSP. Oh, Vic's back! yeay. haha. she commented in her blog that my blog was cool. Thanks for being nice vic! haha. Real excited for our reunion after several weeks!! When oh when. Be quick alright..

Oh yes. My plain obsessions:
1) Regular Eye shadow brush
2) Slanted eye brush
3) Small eye shadow brush
4) Eye shadow, prob from M.A.C
5) Nintendo DS Lite? Haha. I wish.
I hope to do up my eyes when i have time..it'll be so girly & fun. Hehs.

I have KTV tomorrow with baby and his classmates. I hope it wouldn't be cancelled as usual. Oops. Haha. So excited.. Duet! Duet! Woohoo.

The day we had treat from chris:

Mitch w chris. Photographer, Pei Qi


Chris & Baby. The extra, mitch. Wahaha.


The girls & chris.. I thought i looked the most kuku.


Pic's a bit blurry. Haha. But both our faces are so round.. Just like the durian puffs..


Rox's DS Lite..argh. Should be mine. Haha.


Nights folks!
Pss..nights baby=p

Monday, 11 June 2007

I want to swim

Insights: Looking forward

Coz, today i'm hitting the pool again w baby n noinoi. Hmm..but noi's still slping. Sian. And the weather is not very sunny.. Wish everything will turn out just nice for the swim.

Heard kit's been reading my blog. Haha. My No. 1 blog fan. oi kit, you could leave comments de.. haha.

Alright, situation seems to be a bit misleading and hmm.. aiya, no comments.

Okay.. will upload more pictures soon i hope..

Have fun guys..

Sunday, 10 June 2007

I know bitch is bitchy


Insights: Today was eventful, i'm quite satisfied. -shows a tired smile-

Noinoi, rox and i hit the gym and pool today! hehs. I shall not reveal my weight coz u wudn want to know..but i lost bout a kg or 2 comparing to few months back. That's so great. Haha. Actually i felt that i've put on weight since i started poly. But the weight dip was more obvious since hols started.. Yea.. I'm glad anyway.

Yes, i'm at baby's. Watched the exorcism of Emily Rose dvd with baby, chris and zen. I'm a lil slow to catch the show. Haha..But its really a nice show. Its not a horror film at all. It's very meaningful. Oh, chris treated his clique and me to Sakura buffet in the evening as an early celebration for his birthday. I had a satisfying meal with delicious durian puffs for dessert. ( and many more ) Hehs. Will upload pictures tmr.

Oh. Yes. I know! I Know IT now. To my statement: I'm not sure if she's a bitch or not. Yes she is. Acting innocent and then bitching around in blogs. Lame shit. Trying so hard to create a big hoo-haa over nothing. Acting as if the whole wide world revolves around her alone and everybody should be either affected or involved. Auuww. You wish. But, haha. JOKE.

Alright..the guys are talking about their own stuff. I've applied my moisturising lotion and i'm ready for sleep. Kinda like this lotion coz its not oily and not heavily scented. Hope it works well to smoothe my skin as well. Haha..

Noinoi, i miss talking to you.

Bitch is bitch, not is not. Yes, kinda random. Well, nights guys.

Saturday, 9 June 2007

Back with a totally different heart

Insights: Lil happy things happened, i'm full of hope and expectancy for the future..

Happy No. 1: Noinoi sorted out her thinking and have decided to move on. Her very heavy heart does not seem so heavy anymore. Stepping out from what was her's before, or not totally her's along the way. However, airs are cleared on her side. There's no issue for goodness sake anymore. She's good alone:) Perhaps some nice, fit, handsome and real eligible bachelor would come by and pick her up. Haha.. So looking forward to her next better guy. Its gonna be a fresh start! Hmm..bout that girl, not sure if she's playing he game well, but she sure looks lost in the midst of her own game. Well, again, whatever- Haha.

Happy No. 2: Was on the phone with baby just now..Was telling him about what noinoi thinks of us as a couple..I won't go into detail, but it was some really nice and sweet things that made me happy just to think of it.. Baby then very randomly told me what he thought about me and us. I won't go into the mushy details that you guys might not agree- haha - but it was some sweet stuff too. Its not becoz of the nice things that i'm happy about, but the sincerity from both noinoi and baby when they said those things that gave me many many positive hopes & thinkings about my future with baby.

The moisturising whitening lotion i bought today. Hope it works for my skin.


The strawberry mask i did in the noon..



Okay, that's all for my happy evening today. Watching Just Follow Law at home now. Night Night everyone~

Friday, 8 June 2007

Everybody, be happy!



Insights: Sometimes, the grass is greener on the other side.

I'm at Mitch's place. Accompanying her as i do my strawberry mask. Feels a lil stingy at first but is quite relaxing. It does not dry too..so i could sing along the lil star song by kelis. Have not done masks for several months. Yucks. Explains the poppy things on my face. *disgusted*

She's feeling quite down after finding out some stuff.. which got me pissed too. But i really wonder, if she's a bitch or not. ( not referring to mitch ) I wouldn't get to see the both sides of the story yet.. but i'm waiting. Waiting for the world of lies to reveal itself.. Recent happenings are swaying my thoughts about many things. Sometimes losing my stand on certain issues. Issues of trust perhaps. It got me thinking.. Argh. Whatever. Just don't anyone play the game of trust. It is lame shit.

Waiting for more to reveal..

Wonder why i'm not feelin as sticky to my baby. Hanging around with others makes me occupied. But again, he comforts me. I can be a real attention seeker in his presence. Well, hope we'll have more fun together baby:) I really care bout you. Meet you soon yea..

Vic's in malaysia. Kit is working for her at bugis. Noinoi is feelin down. Baby is busy. I am very free & nothing much excites me at the moment. Wishing something fun & happy can be done real soon.. Ciao.

Thursday, 7 June 2007

Finally met up with my boyfriend.

Insights: feeling light hearted..

Today was simple. Haven't seen baby since Sunday.. Its been a long 4 days. Haha.

Finally met baby after his school and went up his place to accompany him. He's feelin lil stressed up with school work. Its kinda funny though.. I wanted to help him de-stress by making him happier, but it turns out like he was the one cracking me up and pampering me. Hmm.. does this helps you de-stress too baby? hehs.

To Baby: You make me feel that i have no need to hide my emotions from you. You handle all my mood swings, tantrum and pouts when i'm unhappy well.. i'm a blessed girl to have you:)

Oh, yesterday was Leon korkor's birthday.. Happy birthday korkor! Noinoi suggested to have dinner at Blue Jazz. This really fabulous place to dine and chill. Its located at Bali Street, walking distance from Bugis Mrt. It serves fabulous dishes at fabulous prices too. Cheap and worth it!! haha. All the dishes my family and I ordered were good. Imagine. Chicken curry, fish n chips, banana smoothie, dory fish, prawn and mango salad.. Mmm.. Delicious!! Great service too.. There's a live band on weekend too. There's a 2nd level which is a fabulous chilling spot. Find some fun company to chill in a comfy corner melting in the really fabulous atmosphere grooving to jazz music and REALLY cool deco.. My not very professional recommendation: 8/10 :)

Here are a few photos from yesterday. The wacky ones are just for laughs=p

From top: noinoi, mummy, me, rox's bf, rox, leon & leon's gf


Its a mocha cake!


This is my hairband. Its really fun, meant to look like i'm wearing a shade on my head some how. I made it look like spectacles. How cool am i.. Haha


Donuts from the donut factory Aimee bought.



Wierd. I'm feeling really sleepy though napped at baby's place for several hours. Night ya'll.

Wednesday, 6 June 2007

I guess we were all in deep thoughts

From left: Kit, me, noinoi, roxanne


Having fun,
loves the camera at times


Noinoi's stuff i helped to pack yesterday..


Sexy pout. Or not. haha..


Insights: Neutral. My mind wonders, daydreams

Before i was up and clear, noinoi had left her bed way before me and started blogging-i guess-.. It was much expected that she could not sleep well with what has happened. Her appetite aint normal too..thinner day by day huh~ This sounds like a great idea to my smaller pants size! But i love food. Its hard to say eat sparingly or selectively. I just eat happily, and as i like. I know, a turn off. But i guess baby doesn't mind me commiting gluttony. Thank goodness. hehs..

Me and noinoi headed down to town and were terribly late. We reached Dhauby Ghaut Mrt station at 5pm for a 4.15pm appoinment=x

Okay. THE BEST PART: We 3 girls had lunch-cum-dinner at Long John Silver, PS. And I spilled my uncapped cuppa ice lemon tea on myself right at the counter, right in front of the queue. I know what you guys must be thinkin..

You guys: My goodness. Clumsy Pig.

Me: To my self-defence, that counter girl did not cap my cuppa drink! I did hesitate whether to ask for a cap because i would most probably spill my drink. It wouldn't be the first time if i did.

You guys: Then why didn't you?

Me: Because I act smart-.-




Hmm..but this really nice guy did make me feel better. Instead of standing beside and totally ignore my embarassing presence like the other not-so-nice guy did with his gf-perhaps-, he reached into the counter area above the drink dispenser to get a cap for the drink to offer me. How gentlemen! That's totally sweet. Guys should ALL be nice. Definitely. Anyway, i proceeded with my day activity with my more than slightly soaked clothes. Haha. It dried after a while alright! Please do not give me that disgusted look. Haha..

Chillin at starbucks, we topically discussed on the things that is troubling noinoi and about relationships in general, bringing in case studies at times. Haha. Examples? Such as Kavin Kuah and my dear boy. Was so happy when noinoi passed a comment that there was nothing much that i could to complain about my bf. I was glad people around could tell too.. Kit was saying i am really very fortunate and loved. I mean its hard to really judge, but i would totally agree at this point of time.

I can never be sure what will happen in the future. Good or bad, i treasure the present. I treasure you baby. Feels really good to finish my day by thinking about you every night, pretty much almost to sleep.. -heavy eye lids- hmM. Time flies like the bird. Hahahaha. what a description right.. haha. okay. Its already 5am. My legs are aching so badly and i'm finally very sleepy=D I'd better get resting..

Tuesday, 5 June 2007

Looking Back To Start Off

My very first entry into my amatuer blog.

Insights: Sentimental, mixed feelings of sadness & comfort bringing up many memories..

Trying to keep things simple and cool. I've done lotsa things today..will have some pictures posted asap. Suppose to meet my bud Yong Kit tomorrow, but timing & venue not yet confirmed=p Probably going to get sweetheart's anni present together with leon korkor's bday present.

Feelin so much as i'm passing time with my darling noinoi at her place. Just me and her sharing thoughts as we packed and unpacked huge tons of stuffs through out the day. Talked about so much of the past. Perhaps it would be better if it was so much, for just that. But things seems to be so much, for also so much for now. With more letting go on the mental and holding on in the heart, she'll be strong as she pass her days i hope. Not sure what more we'll lose and gain in our future days, but no matter what we'll go through, we'll have one another. loves noinoi-

Missing sweetheart much much much. Called him twice today to chat for lil while only. Hope his day was interesting and very much fine. Felt really happy inside when baby said he would check out my blog when its done and up. *squirm and roll with excitement* Oh Yes..Baby's nasty rashes shoo shoo shoo!

I'm so ready for sleep. It's been a long day..still smiling. Hmm..today's leaving me still feeling pretty nice.