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Monday, 28 April 2008

My New Pinkie

Insights: Brand new pinkie stud. Its an additional pinch of sexy vibe:)



25th April 08


Was at this latin club on friday night. Though it was a lil empty and the crowd was kinda mature and old, it was pretty enjoyable just chillin the night away. Finally had my corona and some vodka. Just enough to let down my hair and unwind to the music. Its also really a sight to see many mature hot latin babes swaying to the beat. They can really do their thing man:) I've also spoke to the boss of azzucar. Friendly, passionate guy, whom also is the main vocalist of the latin live band.

Was there with kelvin & sherwin. Gary & friends came to join after. Carina, my ex-colleague came down after her interview. Raphael ( classmate ) & fren came to join me after boat quay as well. And yee nee came to join us after Zouk! :) haha. Got to know few more peeps that night.. Of which one is a musician, whom is gonna play at ThePumpRoom at clarke quay tonight. Am supposed to find him there... but oh well. haha. I hafta stay home and recuperate coz of some reason. :)

It all ended with a big drama. Tipsy Carina picked a cat fight with Yee Nee. Crap la. Gosh.

Got home ( bx's hs ) only in the morning on saturday. Phew. Sure it was a long night. And i definitely burned a hole in my pocket with the cab fares. I squandered 50 bucks on purely cab fare on friday. Crap. I must quit this bad habit! Its hard earned money ya know:(

27th April 08

Went tanning for a lil while by yishun safra poolside with mummy before heading down to f.e.p for my brand new pink stud, with the companion of Don and Baby. To think don was trying very hard to phsyco me out of it. Haha. ( Not gonna elaborate event & details due to confidentiality. ) Anyway, it was noinoi's birthday. My pinkie stud has the same birthday as noinoi! Weee...

As usual, i'm very tired & sleepy. *yawn*

Thursday, 24 April 2008

The heat is rising



Insights: Corona Craving. Feelin; sleepy.



I guess everyone is acting. For the first 2 weeks of school, everyone is so focused and attentive in class. Now, everyone have slacken. I'm just like them.



My gum have been bleeding for 1 week plus. Help. I taste blood every once in a while in my mouth. When i brush my teeth as usual, it bled so much that my whole mouth is bloody. I have to avoid the 'weak' spot. know its freaky. Is it really that i'm too heaty or its some gum disease? Paranoid. :(




Photo taken after my last ( as in previous ) stay over at baby's place.

Okay, i actually didn notice that there's this banana tree below my block. And there is 2 huge bunch of bananas already!! Such a wierd location to have a banana tree..

22nd April 08

Tampinese Ikea with rox

Accompanied rox to get some stuff for Andy:) It was a fun time i must say. Its been very long since we went out together so leisurely..



This is the best kinda room for me and meimei. Its too seperate bed with allowance for ' computer space ' below. We'll get our own study areas beneath the beds without the need to compromise on space. Its my dream man! Ikea rocks.

' me, home after partying '

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Yah right. Still at Ikea la. Haha.

Bought this super cute ice tray for bx.

You can only make 16 cube of ice. Not very practical la.. but heck it. It makes me happy! :)

$2.90

And i really didn know you have to buy the plastic bags from Ikea and pack the stuff yourself! They wouldn't even put it in the plastic bags for you! It sure makes customers look dumb. Haha.

Tampinese Giant

We headed opposite to Giant after shopping at Ikea..



23rd April o8

NAFA

Went over early in the morning to be Vickie's model for hairstyling exams. Her theme was ' sweet look for round face ' . Taadaa. ROUND FACE. & she got me. I totally fit the bill of round face. Hahaha. I feel stupid & ugly for having such a bloated, fat & round face. Oh well. What to do.

Vic did dramatic shading on my face ( she's studying theatre, yea ) with nothing else but foundation and fake lashes. This was the inital shading.

Look at my sharp nose and sharper chin! hahaha.

Before..

( yah. that's e unglam vic behind. haha )

After! :)

Vic put the pink shawl over me to achieve the sweet look.

Coz i really cannot make it as SWEET. ( so awkard.. my eyebrow wasn't drawn=p )

And all the shading made my face reaallyy dark.



I kinda like the curls:)

Aight. I'm having a sore throat. I'm really super heaty. Help.

Maybe its because i haven't had beer for the last few days? Beer is supposed to reduce heatiness! Haha. FYI, i haven't had any alcohol intake since Sunday. Its rare. Its been 5 days. I don't feel so guilty to party now:))

And i'm so fat that i'm heading down gym later. Like after school. Jeesh. I'm sleepy enough.. thinking of all the running & exercise is damn depressing..

Sigh Sigh. I'm hungry too. After smelling the aroma of bread which my classmate is gobbling sneakily in class.

Hungry. Thirsty. Hungry. Thirsty. Sleepy. Sleepy.

Tuesday, 22 April 2008

Just another mid school post


Insights: health alarm.

I have been lacking of sleep & rest these few days. Constantly having a 'heavy' head. Sad to say my vision is very very strained. Eyes tired and all. Was having a bad sore throat yesterday as well. Sigh.. Rest, rowena. Rest.



18th April, Friday
Skin
Was the last day of operations. Skin was holding a ridiculuosly budget event. A hideous company's annual Karaoke competition. For those who know how small skin is, you'll know how ridiculous it is to squeeze 200+ pax inside. Not too bad, all the clowns on stage were definitely entertaining.

I, being another big clown. Had hell lots of tequilas. You can guess what was next. I was down for hours okay... HOURS. damn. Yes, i am really a clown at times.


19th April, Saturday
Skin & Zouk
If i could sum it up, it would be DRAMA. Drama shit from Edward.. a sad case for Rayn.. ( i shall not touch on the stories coz its very lengthy ) However, it was a pretty fun time for me. For once, i was the most sober around. All the guys were either high or drunk..and i was perfectly fine! Good thing i stayed away from the booze as much as i could to take care of all the 'high' people. But i was super guilt ridden for what happened to rayn. In short, she got drunk and no one took care of her..None of us knew she was drunk, none of us knew where she was. Everyone thought she went home=x And we proceeded to Zouk, leaving her locked out of Skin alone. Damn.


And to everyone, please do not be shocked. I have found a new love...

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G Strings! * winks *

I tell you.. i did not believe how comfortable it feels. And it looks great under thin fabric! Yeay. I'm sure gonna stock up.


School oh school. School starts too early. I'm serious. its freaking 8.30am!! Grr.. i have only been on time 2 time since school started. These 2 days i have been super late. Like 1 or 2 hours late. I'm just really tired. Cant switch my body clock back. Help.

On a totally different note, i feel great being alcohol free for 3 days already! Got rid of the pukey fear of tequilas and martel. hehs. I'm all good now.

Laters.

Friday, 18 April 2008

Shay Hui's Birthday


Insights: Happy 18th Birthday Shay Hui!!


Was at her birthday chalet last night.

And we had too much Martel , too late in the night.

Met old friends like Jun Chao , Xian Qi , Kevin Zheng , Hong Ru , Xue Ping , Fion. Actually i have not seen Shay Hui for more than a year already, till last night i guess..

I'm super zombified now, but still have work till 3am after lessons.
( For the very last time.)

The girls ( Kit, vic , rox ) & me bought many sexy undies for shay hui. Its the very wearable kind, yet with very intricate & seductive lacework. It was too hot to resist, thus i got myself 2 sexy underwear as well:) 1st time buying G-strings for myself. I feel feminine once again coz its reeeaally pretty. Hehs.

Weeee. Pampered myself with a dress from mango too. Felt so good to buy pretty stuff. Credits to baby, who accompanied me around town. Shopping trips with him have always been enjoyable. Its also a bonus when town is empty and when the only consumer is me and him. Muahaha.

Its gonna be a busy day tomorrow.
I need rest. I'm reeaallyy drained. Going crazy soon. * roar *

Thursday, 17 April 2008

Just another mid school post


Insights: Tired; can't wait for saturday


Saturday will be the day. The day to gather and party like there's no tomorrow. The day we'll drink till our max. The day of free flow alcohol. The day to remember and bid farewell? I'm definitely having a nostalgia for the old skin days.. Oh well. i just hope it will be splashing fun:) Gonna have my last day as a server ( at skin ) on Friday. Will definitely try to have fun.

I have uploaded some pics here:) The most recent would be at the bottom. Kinda random but.. yea.


Bx's eyes look damn drained. hehs. Anyway, love seeing him squirm in bed like a baby.

*smiles*

Just some shots before we head out..

At the temple ( offering prayers to ah gong )

Look at all the extras in the pictures. Super extra okay! Haha.

Pic 1 extras: Leon & Xiong wei ( cousin ) They weren't supposed to be there!!

Pic 2 extras: Leon n Xiong wei. again.

Pic 3 extra: Xiong wei!! Oiii!!!!

Finally some decent photos.

Okay. Look at our eye bags. Its freaking ballon can. It was really early in the morning and i only caught 4 hrs of sleep. Jeesh.

eye bag + not much make up = Gone. ( damn cui )



I was so irritated by xiong wei, i did hima gayish picture. haha. He was so pissed.

This is the biggest apple i've seen. Fuji apple, from hong kong.


Short outing with victoria and yong kit:) we always catch up with each other once in a while. and its always for a VERY SHORT time of like 2-3 hrs only-.-


Hitting town at late night with meimei, just bcoz we were really bored





Found this kuku packing at mustafa. Haha. really damn kuku lah!! Look at her eyes! haha

A picture after school.

Oh these rainy days..

Hate the jam of the highway coz of rain. Hate the morning rush. Hate the fact that its so difficult to hail a cab in the morning. Hmph.

Aight. I'm back to school work.

Tuesday, 15 April 2008

Jokes


Insights: Havin a bad headache due to lack of sleep

Nonetheless, here's some jokes to brighten your day!

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Signboard Outside A Prostitute's House: Married MEN Not Allowed. We Serve The Needy, Not The Greedy...
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Lady : Is this my train?
Station Master : No, it belongs to the Railway Company.
Lady : Don't try to be funny. I mean to ask if I can take this train to New Delhi.
Station Master : No Madam, I'm afraid it's too heavy.
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A drunkard was brought to court. Just before the trial there was a commotion in the gallery. The judge pounded the gravel on his table and shouted, 'Order, order.' The drunkard immediately responded, 'Thank you, your honor, I'll have a scotch and soda.'
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Man Quits Smoking Because Of Will Power.
He Quits Drinking Because Of Will Power.
But He Quits Womanizing Because He Has The Will But No Power.
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Customer : Waiter, do you serve crabs?
Waiter : Please sit down sir, we serve everyone.
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Customer : Waiter, is this a lamb chop or pork chop?
Waiter : Can't you tell the difference by taste?
Customer : No, I can't.
Waiter : Then does it really matter ?
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Waiter : I've stewed liver, boiled tongue and frog's leg.
Customer : Don't tell me your problems. Give the menu card.

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Man : How old is your father?
Boy : As old as me.
Man : How can that be?
Boy : He became a father only when I was born.
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Customer : Waiter, this soup tastes funny.
Waiter : Funny? But then why aren't you laughing?

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Teacher : Peter, why are you late for school again?
Peter: Well, Miss, I dreamed that I was playing football and the game went into extra time.
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An absent-minded man went to see a psychiatrist.

'My trouble is,' he said, 'that I keep forgetting things.
' 'How long has this been going on?' asked the psychiatrist. '
How long has what been going on?' said the man.
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Girl : Do you love me?
Boy : Yes Dear.
Girl : Would you die for me?
Boy : No, mine is an undying love.
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Wife : Do you want dinner?
Husband : Sure, what are my choices?
Wife : Yes and no.






have a good day!

Monday, 14 April 2008

Get Buttered!


Insights: Take a chill pill.


Yes i was at butter on last saturday. It was a whoopin fun time. Was a lil too intoxicated. Even though, it was smackin hot! :)

This time, i was with leslie, edward and isabelle. Got to know many people. Haha. Among these, i only remembered 2 names. Lol. One would be this really cute OL looking lady, by the name of Alice. She came up ( like out of no where ) to me and we were chatting away. Soon, we were like in our own world dancing our night away=p Haha. NO, i am not lesbian:) I like guys.

Yup, back to topic. Oh, dancing. My thighs are aching damn bad from Saturday's crazy dancing. The last time, i had aching butt and waist from Arena. I guess its a sign to say, lack of exercise?

Today is one unusual day that i'm back home after school, to rest. Ate a lot today. And i shall rest a lot too:) sounds great huh.

Thursday, 10 April 2008

4th Day



Insights: Feelin; tired.



I have not met bx since monday, when i left his house early in the morning for school. I think its the 4th day already. No wonder i'm feelin uncomfortable. I wonder if he is having his meal on time, i wonder if he sleeps too late, i wonder if he's wonderin what am i doing, i wonder if he feels neglected. Hopefully i have time to meet him for dinner later coz i'm working later on. I hate it when i'm always in a rush. I feel worse when bx have to accomodate to my timing and availability. *Sigh*



To bx: Baby, if you're reading this. i'm sorry for spending so little time with you. Furthermore after school has started, i'm more busy and tired than before. Once again, i find it hard to juggle between school, friends and you. Please forgive for neglecting you. I'll try to make more time for you baby. i miss you *huggies*









School has been MUCH MUCH better than 1st year for me. I'm doing a lot on marketing now. I'm so glad:)

Rox got a hair cut AGAIN. But i think it suits her. Very cute and quirky:)) Unlike my hair. My hair is shapeless. * frowns* But i like it when my hair is well conditioned & very silky=D And i think my hair is not black enough. Should i dye it black black very black once more?

Hmmm....

Monday, 7 April 2008

Breathless


Insights: Feelin; breathless

Some things take my breathe away just the way they are. Be it non-appealing or ridiculous, as long as it touches my heart in a special way, its precious. I'm literally trying to catch my breathe right now :)


i missed work a lot.

And i really want a drink. Like next week.

Pay cheque is ready. * smiles with glee *

I need a break. I mean, a longer school break. School is on tomorrow. Damn.



I should be sleeping soon. I hafta wake up at 6plus in the wee mornin. And i still have no idea which class am i in. Stupid LEO

Saturday, 5 April 2008

Too many words


Insights: Heart racing thoughts.

My heart's beating so fast right now, i don't even know if i'm like excited or troubled. Damn.

There's so much i wanna say, but have yet to find a neutral party to bombard with all my thoughts and shit.

Its a friday night. How much i wished i was out there at a happening place ( meaning some where fun. ) But, a girl has gotta do what a GOOD girl gotta do. At least in my case. So, I had yesterday and today being a good girl, trying to be home early and just.. aiya. Just be good lah. You get the picture. No late nights. No booze. Nothing. And you could add, no fun as well. Well, the only good thing was spending a leisure day slacking away with bx at his place on thursday, which is rare now a days. It meant rest and rest and more rest. We kinda got back all the sleep we needed.

It was pretty much drama this week. Not as in a happy, exciting week. Its a bad one. There's just so much to clear up with people involved. And i'm not a teeny weeny bit happy bout it. Some times i feel lost. But how can i even be lost when i'm choosing to do all the shit that brings about the big hoo haa and seeing many unhappy faces? I think i'm just damn fake. Oh well. Being the playful me, its just in a matter of time that i learn my lesson. I know it. I'm scared, i retreat a lil... and you'll see me back there in no time again. Oh Gosh. I'm saying so much crap, i think only myself wouldunderstand what i'm saying. Coz maybe i'm the only person going through this time being infused with mixed feelings? Yeah. I think so. * sigh * Its okay world. Just skip this chapter:)

Okie dokie. On with other stuff. I'm spending tooooooo much! Way spending toooooo much. This is crap. I gotta save if not i'll be broke again. This is crazy. I think i've never spent so much in my entire life in a month! ( okay. truth is i cant recall if i did. ) I should just shoot myself.

My bro Leon's at butter factory. I just knew it! Shit. i wanted to go over too! But i cant..
Instilling thoughts in my own mind: '' good girl... good girl.. Just stay home. Party days will soon be back. '' Talking of partying.. tomorrow's a good day! Aiya. Maybe not. Dilemma. Shit. I should use a big gun and shoot myself in the head, again.

I'm excited bout my new M.A.C lipstick, in Bare. Its really ' nude-ish' and nice. Every woman needs to own a nude lipstick! =) Its sweet, its sexy, its sophisticated. To sum it all, its versatile:))

I'm sleepy. But i'm keeping myself awake so i can phone bx after his work. I miss him now. And i think i shall call him and disrupt his work. Sounds like a plan huh. Wahaha.

Oh, i almost forgot. School is on next monday. I HATE IT!




Good night. Good bye. See you all again.