Its Getting Into Me Now

Insights: Sooooo Sad!

As i've said yesterday, i wanted to get my pinkie re-done. B-U-T, considering that my damn piercer got me a shallow piercing, it means that the scar left behind now is small. ( yes, it is still dark & evident, but not that obvious because of its location) If i get it re-done, i'll have more scars when i take it out in the future!! Worse still, it'll definitely be bigger and more obvious. The tummy area is supposed to be sexy so i dun wanna scare people with ugly big scars:( And yes, i know, i could keep wearing the chio studs but im just thinking if i get pregnant or something in the future. Some people's studs just drop out coz the skin snapped. There are special studs for pregnency but.. aiya. no matter what, accidents do happen. ( like the stud coming off when you're alseep & such.. )

Why.. why.. why my pinkie's life span is so short? I wanted the chio-ness to stay for longer:( i regretted coz the chioness lasted only for such a short period of time.. I love having the stud there.. but about the scar.. ??? im in sucha big dilemma and disappointment.

All im left now is a lil scar, the stud itself which is pinkie and pictures when its chioness was still evident on my tummy:'( BOOHOO. Wen Xia said i should post up a picture of pinkie when it was still victorious, in memory of it. I might.

Im damn saddened.

All was fine yesterday & i didn feel any pinch when i took it out.

The sadness is slowly eating into me now.

SIGH

Silly Me

Insights: I brought the wrong laptop to school. ( i brought rox's!! )

Surviving on fren's vodaphone thingy. I can't connect to student vpn nor rpguest otherwise.

I miss pinkie:(( boohoo.

Goodbye

Insights: A step of faith

I took pinkie out, hoping for it to recover so i can get another one in 2-3 weeks time. It was rejecting and the skin was thin.. i suspect my piercer did a lousy job. Initially, he pierced it slanted! Gaaaah. It was swelling so it became even more obvious. After the swelling subsided, the stud was dangling so it looks normal and straight. However, the skin left in the middle was really little, showing much of the stud, which is not that nice looking anymore. I suspect the piercer did a shallow piercing for me! Grrr. He is super noob.

He screwed Eneida's piercing too. It was the same piercer who made her bleed! I think he sucks big time. And he over-charged Eneida. Never go Think Tattoo at F.E.P!!

Im waiting for the hole pinkie left behind to heal before i make another attempt. All the best to my recovery, till then. :(

New Brow

Insights: Feelin; still a weeny sick with cough and a very very bad throat full of phlegm

Hit town with the babes, Tricia and Melissa , early noon. Its been some time since i've been to town so early to jalan jalan~ Im so very happy coz i got my brows done! Didn do it at browhaus this time.. i went to this place called Charme at F.E.P where Tricia recommended. They're pretty good with tweezers. I've always had strong confidence in browhaus in getting a pretty shape for brows, and i think this one is almost comparable. Im not sure if its as good, but bx thinks its better. Haha. The one that did it for me, she got my brows done NEAT. I like it, plus its cheap. heh heh. $12bucks!:)

I've not felt that F.E.P was so interesting for a very long time.. With the company of these babes, it was kinda cool. Perhaps cause they're real shoppers. Melissa is the ultimate shopperholic. She reeeaally is! Yeah.. i would really feel bored if my shopping kaki is not buying anything nor interested in anything or doing anything. There are a lot of people like that okay!:((

Coughing like nobody's business. Now i've found out the reason to the frequent blood taste in my mouth. Coz my throat had been bleeding now & then. *sigh*

I know... i know... i should go to the doc. I will.. like.. soon?=x

pics up soon. I know my life have been boring.. correction. Not boring, its laid back! Slack slack one corner~ Gonna continue my Gossip Girls with bf. Haha. I got him hooked too!

XOXO

haha.

Laters!!

Help!!

Insights: Very sick.

Cold

And Cough..

Im so sick, yet still in school.

Feelin sleepy like crazy.

Someone, save me:'(

Just another mid-school update

Insights: Feelin; very sick with flue and sore throat:(

18th July 08

Friday

Skipped school coz i was too tired after Reggae the night before.

Accompanied mummy for her eye check up after her Lasik surgery, at Paragon. I was so stupid to have done a dental consultation and X-ray at Paragon, which cost mummy $200+. Expensive! Doing my braces there would cost up to $5000. Nonono.

Brunch at The Soup Spoon. Its real good:)

Garlic bread with spread

And the wiped out Tomato Soup. Best soup among the 4 we had. next up is the mushroom soup, clam chowder then minestrone.

The mum.

And Rox with her new kiddish handphone pouch. hehs.

Over the weekends.

Me, eneida and wenxia were working at a lousy sky roadshow at Scape.

Too bored. So we cam whored.

Everyone was perspiring like mad dogs coz there was no wind nor fan-.-

The damn booth.

Tooo bored!!!

To M.A.C after work and got Rox to do some light make up for the noobie Eneida.
That's her with only foundation, blusher and lip balm. haa.

The cute boys waiting for us.

The magic...

Tadaah!! Some eyeshow piled :)

She definitely looks so much better:) pick up make-up babe!!

Our dinner..

I am sooo sick and bored of school. I want bx and i want sleep. I need to do school work now. Byebye.

Good day mate!

Insights: Sun-kissed

Last wednesday, tanning session at Cafe del Mar with the noisy bitches from class. lol.

Wan leng and XuanWen promoting for banana boat??

Me and Danz

Obviously just after bathing..

Our only group photo:)

Just another mid-school post

Insights: bored.

I love my crocky baby. I love his company.

He loves to watch TV too:) just like my hubby baby.

As you can see, there really is nothing much for me to blog about other than my bruise on the knee and the freaking pain ulcer at the side of my tongue ( which is the part when you move your tongue, it will rub agianst the edge of your bottom row of teeth ) damn.

I've been contemplating about doing my braces.. considering the whole x-ray and extraction process.. And especially those damn holes in between teeth for the initial period. Im quite reluctant...its gonna be fugly! but i've faced to fact that i have too. Overcrowdin teeth have been giving me lotsa gum problem:( i really want to have pink braces, yet at the same time clear braces would probably look better. - in deep thoughts -

yong kit with braces -- checked

victoria with braces -- checked

me with braces -- some time soon, hopefully.

rox with braces -- pending

taadaah. all of us will be in no time. haha. But i don't think rox would get braced. Her tooth are not giving her any problem. Very lucky.

Sigh sigh sigh. School is reeaally boring. Depriving me of my more-than-sufficient-super-shiok sleep. Some times i do get 8hrs of sleep on weekdays, but its not enough!! I love taking afternoon naps with bx.

Supposed tanning with the crazy bunch of classmate tomorow. I hope the weather's all sunny & good, which is quite unlikely:(

On a different topic, i realised that im a damn sua ku!!! Went to visit the pet shops at Pasir Ris canal, near my place on Sunday.

I know of poodles like this..

and super adorable toy poodles like this..

But i didn't know there was such animals as standard poodles, which are HUGE!! They are more like sizes of horses to me lah!!

a 6 mths old standard poodle on its fours, was about the height of my chest or shoulder!!

So damn scary can!! I wonder who in singapore have a house big enough to buy a standard poodle and raise it till its adulthood??!! President??!! i wonder how large of space does an adult standard poodle needs for his daily walk??

Ahhh. scary. anyway, introducing to everyone, my love. Japanese Spitz! When its older..

I really want a japanese spitz puppy veryyy much. Baby likes it too.. But i doubt everyone at home would have time for a puppy. And the cost to raise it is a worry. I don't want my puppy to always be alone at home because we're always either at school, work or outings. I cant bring my doggy out to shopping if i'm takin public transport right? That's what i heard. Not even in a dog bag?? :(

Hmmm.. Cant wait to see bx again. Weee! :))

Just another mid-school post

Insights: Feelin; lazy & sleepy

Today, i had a dream. A very extra-ordinary one!

Firstly, i randomly dreamt that i was at a sheesha session. Pretty cool huh.

Then, i dreamt that i was bathing with mummy. And i realised she was a tranny. Why???

Because she had a 'birdbird'! Ahahahahahahahaha.

Very disgusting right!! I don't know why in the world will i get this kinda dream but.. oh well. its me. I get wild and crazy dreams all the time. Like a weekly affair.. bx will know. heh heh. He hears about it all the time.

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Replies to comments:

Azie: Heh heh. I'm at E65F. See you around yah!! :)

Wen xia: Yeah. We'll definitely take a breather from the mess. Thanks for your concern girl..

Anonymous: Hmmmm. Definitely treasuring this one. But sometimes things can be a dilemma. Treasuring a big heartbreaker? It can really be hard.

Insights: -

Take a bow- Rihanna

Don't tell me your sorry coz' your not,
Baby, when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
really had me going
now its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quite a show, very entertaining
but its over now go on and take a bow

Everything's a pity

Insights: Things are different now.

I totally reckon to the saying that time tells the truth. And all these time with you, showed me the truth. Everything uncovering wasn't lies. It was all truth. The truth of who you are. The true, you.

Tired & sick of pinning my hopes on you, i'm going to see things in a different light from now. I will take a step back from everything. And i hope you will, too. I will now, demand for my rights. And my freedom. You know i will. Be afraid, if you must. Very much i'm tempted to voice forgiveness and love as well. But i think its time i should start learning.. Its time i really hope i will wake up my own idea. I've brought unhappiness to myself very much because i chose to see things differently in the past and to believe in more lies.

So much for the years being with you. Time really tells the truth. And the truth is not delightful.

It pains me to say, but i can't see you for who you are anymore.

What a family

Insights: I am so left out. ( Bx you SHOULD be guilty when reading this. Hmph! )

Over lunch, leon suggested we should play mahjong. And we all were excited about the idea. We decided that it would be Guan Pin, Leon, bx and me. Mummy would be my advisor, coz imma noob. But when the game was about to start, mummy asked me to cut some kiwi ( damn random ). And i stupidly did, thinking they wanted to have some fruits. And when i was doing it, they all happily grabbed their seats and started the game. Wth. They actually had planned to cut me out of the game. Freaking hell. I am so angry. Hmph.

No one wants to play w noobs:( and i'm having a damn headache where bx is happily playing his damn mahjong.

This is a boring saturday.

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Reply to comments:

Joey: I miss you too la!!! Haha. When you free.. lets go out! Have been a thousand years since we met. It really has been that long!!

Azie: Hello girl!! Haven't seen you around for quite some time.. which blk are you at now? Yeah man.. school kinda suck. Especially starting at 8.30am everyday is crap. Im like late every single day. =p

Just another mid-school post

Insights: I love not giving a shit during class.

Nah! Nah! Nah! Pictures.

Accompanied bx during his school break on tuesday. Bought his favourite Ramly burger for him:) Dinner at NYP. Thai style chicken rice at KouFu is pretty good..

The bug catcher device i came out with.

( a container taped to a bamboo. enables one to capture bug from a far, SAFE distance ) Genius!!!

This is rox demonstrating how to pose with it.

And it works! wahahaha.
The disturbing injured grasshopper.

Rochor Beancurd with bx!!!!

The you tiao and soyamilk rocks.....

We just had to cam whore before our movie started. We caught Get Smart:)

Fugly picture of mine, to disgust you all with my super tongue! hehs. Rox can do it too! Cool people can do it. Ahahaha.
Okay. Now, must act cute. I am not that ugly ( just a lil ugly ) so pls stare at this picture and forget about the previous. Boyfriend rocks!
New wallet for my bf:)
Must cam whore again before we eat. Haha. Had dinner at Fish n Co to satisfy my cravings for the calamari rings.
I insisted that we had to get our fav new york cheesecake as a birthday cake coz its our 2nd birthday!=p

Lastly, our ang kong sticker. Haha. The mama shop ah ma gave it to us as freebies when we purchased ice cream:)) Weeee...

On baby's arms is the giraffe.

And on mine is a pretty sheep:))

I love the tattoo sticker.

I love movie dates. ( Oh, me n bx just caught Wanted last night. Good movie! )

I really dislike school.

I love bitching about annoying people in class with the noisy gang, coz we'll just make them look as loser-ish as they actually are. And i really dont give a shit about holding back. :))